Out in the Forty-Five: Duncan Keith's VowHolt, Emily Sarah
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Out in the Forty-Five: Duncan Keith's Vow
Holt, Emily Sarah
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Jacobite Rebellion, 1745-1746 -- Juvenile fiction
"Is he your Whig?" asked Ephraim, laughing. "Pray, don't make him into
mincemeat; he is one of the best men in England."
"He need be," said I; "he is a horrid Whig! What do you, being friends
with such a man?"
"He is a very good man, Cary. He was one of my tutors at school. I
never knew what his politics were before to-night."
We were silent for a while; and then Grandmamma sent for me, not, as I
feared, to scold me for being loud-spoken and warm, but to tell me that
one of my lappets hung below the other, and I must make Perkins alter it
before Tuesday. I do not know how I bore the rest of the evening.
When I went up at last to our chamber, I found it empty. Lucette,
Grandmamma's French woman, who waits on her, while Perkins is rather my
Aunt Dorothea's and ours, came in to tell me that Perkins was gone to
bed with a headache, and hoped that we would allow her to wait on us
to-night, when she was dismissed by the elder ladies.
"Oh, I want no waiting at all," said I, "if somebody will just take the
pins out of my head-dress carefully. Do that, Lucette, and then I shall
need nothing else, I cannot speak for the other young ladies."
Lucette threw a wrapping-cape over my shoulders, and began to remove the
pins with deft fingers. Grandmamma had not yet come up-stairs.
"Mademoiselle Agnes looks charmante to-night," said she: "but then she
is always charmante. But what has Mademoiselle Flore? So white, so
white she is! I saw her through the door."
I told her that Flora's brother had been taken prisoner.
"Ah, this horrible war!" cried she. "Can the grands Seigneurs not leave
alone the wars? or else fight out their quarrels their own selves?"
"Oh, the Prince will soon be here," said I, "and then it will all be
over."
"All be over? Ah, _sapristi_! Mademoiselle does not know. The Prince
means the priests: and the priests mean--_Bon_! have I not heard my
grandmother tell?"
"Tell what, Lucette? I thought you were a Papist, like all
Frenchwomen."
"A Catholic--I? Why then came my grandfather to this country, and my
father, and all? Does Mademoiselle suppose they loved better
Spitalfields than Blois? Should they then leave a country where the sun
is glorious and the vines _ravissantes_, for this black cold place where
the sun shine once a year? _Vraiment! Serait-il possible_?"
I laughed. "The sun shines oftener in Cumberland, Lucette. I won't
defend Spitalfields. But I want to know what your grandmother told you
about the priests."
"The priests have two sides, Mademoiselle. On the one is the
confessional: you must go--you shall not choose. You kneel; you speak
out all--every thought in your heart, every secret of your dearest
friend. You may not hide one little thought. The priest hears you
hesitate? The questions come:--Mademoiselle, terrible questions,
questions I could not ask, nor you understand. You learn to understand
them. They burn up your heart, they drag down to Hell your soul. That
is one side."
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