Out in the Forty-Five: Duncan Keith's VowHolt, Emily Sarah
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Out in the Forty-Five: Duncan Keith's Vow
Holt, Emily Sarah
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Jacobite Rebellion, 1745-1746 -- Juvenile fiction
"But Grandmamma would never--" I said, hesitatingly. "Annas Keith's
connections are--"
"I advise you not to be too sure what she could never," answered Miss
Newton, with a little capable nod. "Mrs Desborough would scarce be
civil to the Princess herself if she sang a pious song in her
drawing-room on a reception evening."
"But it was charming!" I said.
Miss Newton shrugged her shoulders. "The same things do not charm
everybody," said she. "It seemed to me no better than that Methodist
doggerel. The latter half, at least; the beginning promised better."
When we went up to bed, Annas came to me as I stood folding my
shoulder-knots, and laid a hand on each of my shoulders from behind.
"Cary, we must say `good-bye,' I think. I scarce expected it. But Mrs
Desborough's face, when my song was ended, had `good-bye' in it."
"O Annas!" said I. "Surely she would never be angry with you for a mere
song! Your connections are so good, and Grandmamma thinks so much of
connections."
"If my song had only had a few wicked words in it," replied Annas, with
that slight curl of her lip which I was learning to understand, "I dare
say she would have recovered it by to-morrow. And if my connections had
been poor people,--or better, Whigs,--or better still, disreputable
rakes--she might have got over that. But a pious song, and a sisterly
connection of spirit with Mr Whitefield and the Scottish Covenanters.
No, Cary, she will not survive that. I never yet knew a worldly woman
forgive that one crime of crimes--Calvinism. Anything else! Don't you
see why, my dear? It sets her outside. And she knows that I know she
is outside. Therefore I am unforgivable. However absurd the idea may
be in reality, it is to her mind equivalent to my setting her outside.
She is unable to recognise that she has chosen to stay without, and I am
guilty of nothing worse than unavoidably seeing that she is there. That
I should be able to see it is unpardonable. I am sorry it should have
happened just now; but I suppose it was to be."
"Are you going to tell her so?" I asked, wondering what Annas meant.
"I expect she will tell me before to-morrow is over," said Annas, with a
peculiar smile.
"But what made you choose that song, then? I thought it so pretty."
"I chose the one I knew, to which I supposed she would object the
least," replied Annas. "She asked me to sing."
When we came down to breakfast, the next morning, I felt that something
was in the air. Grandmamma sat so particularly straight up, and my Aunt
Dorothea looked so prim, and my Uncle Charles fidgetted about between
the fire and the window, like a man who knew of something coming which
he wanted to have over. My Aunt Dorothea poured the chocolate in
silence. When all were served, Grandmamma took a pinch of snuff.
"Miss Keith!"
"Madam!"
"Do you think the air of the Isle of Wight wholesome at this season of
the year?"
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