Out in the Forty-Five: Duncan Keith's VowHolt, Emily Sarah
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Out in the Forty-Five: Duncan Keith's Vow
Holt, Emily Sarah
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Jacobite Rebellion, 1745-1746 -- Juvenile fiction
And then a feeling came, as if a tide of fear swept over me,--Was it
right of Flora to ask him to make that promise? I have wondered vaguely
many a time: but in that minute, with all my senses sharpened, I seemed
to see what a blunder it was. Is it ever right to ask people for such
unconditional pledges to a distinct course of action, when we cannot
know what is going to happen? To what agony--nay, even to what
wrong-doing--may we pledge them without knowing it! It seems to me that
influence is a very awful thing, for it reaches so much farther than you
can see. May it not be said sometimes of us all, "They know not what
they do"? And then to think that when we come out of that Valley of the
Shadow into the clear light of the Judgment Bar, all our unknown sins
may burst upon us like a great army, more than we can count or imagine--
it is terrible!
O my God, save me from unknown sins! O Christ, be my Help and Advocate
when I come to know them!
How I lived through the next quarter of an hour I can never say to
anybody. I sat upon a settle near the door of the prison, praying--how
earnestly!--for both of those in danger, but more especially for Colonel
Keith. At last I saw a man coming towards me with the empty basket, in
which he had inserted his head, like a bonnet, so that it rather veiled
his face. I remembered then that I was to "make as much noise as I
could," and quarrel with my supposed lover.
"Well, you are a proper young man!" said I, standing up. "How long do
you mean to keep me waiting, I should like to know? You think I've
nothing in the world to do, don't you, now? And Missis 'll say nought
to me, will she, for coming home late? Just you give me that basket--
men be such dolts!"
"Come, my girl,"--in a deprecating tone--said a voice, which I
recognised as that of Angus. I hoped nobody else would.
"I'm not your girl, and I'll not come unless I've a mind, neither!"
cried I, loudly, trying to put in practice her Ladyship's advice to be
as vulgar as I could. "I'm not a-going to have fellows dangling at my
heels as keeps me a-waiting--"
"Come, young woman, you just clear out," said the warder Cartwright.
"My word, lad, but she's a spitfire! You be wise, and think better of
it. Now then, be off, both of you!"
And he laid his hand on my shoulder, as if to push me through the door,
which I pretended to resent very angrily, and Angus flung down the
basket and began to strip up his sleeves, as if he meant to fight the
warder.
"Now, we can't do with that kind of thing here!" cried another man,
coming forward, whom I took to be somewhat above the rest. "Be off at
once--you must not offer to fight the King's warders. Turn them out,
Cartwright, and shut the door on them."
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