Thoughtfully Lermantoff studied his face. “Mr. Caruth,” he said slowly,
“all your life you have had everything you wanted. This is probably the
first time you have had to fight and wait and hope for anything. You
find it hard. Further, you are young. Your own happiness and the girl’s
seem to you the most important things in the world. Really, they are
not. What difference will it make to the world one hundred years from
now whether you two marry or not? But it will make a great difference
one hundred years from now whether the Russian people have won their
freedom or not. We have trained Marie Fitzhugh for the work she has
to do. We have no one in all the Brotherhood who can do that work so
well. To give her up--to surrender this tool that we have fashioned so
carefully--is to set back the cause by no one knows how many years.
Consider a moment, Mr. Caruth! She went to New York and enlisted your
coöperation with all your wealth and influence within an hour after
she had landed. And do not think that it was all her beauty; it was
more--it was her personality. Do I not know it? Have I not felt it
myself?”
The speaker paused. Caruth, reading an unsuspected meaning in his last
words and foreseeing complications, caught his breath, but Lermantoff
gave him no time to consider. With unmistakable, though suppressed,
emotion, he went on:
“Such powers as hers are mighty, not to be thrown lightly away. They
have been reserved for some great end, for some moment when they might
turn the scale of Russia’s destiny. For this reason I have denied
myself.”
“What?”
“Yes! I tell you! Myself!” The man leaned forward, face aglow. His
sinewy hands, clinched, thundered on the table. “What! Think you I have
lived beside her and not loved her? Am I a dolt or a stone? Am I less a
man because I am pledged to the Brotherhood? No, no, Mr. Caruth! I love
her, love her--and I have denied myself. Shall I now yield her to you?”
Both men had forgotten the others. They might have been alone in a
wilderness, for all heed they took of listeners. The one subject in
their minds swallowed up all else.
Caruth moistened his dry lips. “She does not love you,” he muttered
despairingly.
Lermantoff sank back, the fire dying from his eyes. “No,” he answered
sadly; “she does not love me. Perhaps that was why. Oh, we are poor
creatures, we men! We do not even know our own motives.” He brushed
back a lock of hair that had fallen over his brow. “She does not love
me, and she does love you. Therefore--oh, I am a sentimentalist after
all--therefore, I would give her to you, were it even at Russia’s
expense, if I alone had the power. But I have not. I am only one. The
interests of the Brotherhood must be consulted.”
“What does the Brotherhood demand?” Caruth’s tones were firmer now.
Hope had begun to glimmer.
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