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Lindsay began to pace the length of the long room. "What is happening?
Has the old ramshackle time-machine finally broken a spring so that, in
this last revolution, it hauls, out of the past, these pictures of two
decades ago? Or is it that there are superimposed one on the other two
revolving worlds--theirs and ours--and _theirs_ or _ours_ has stopped an
instant, so that I can glance into _theirs_? I feel as though I were in
the dark of a camera obscura gazing into their brightness. Or have those
two years in the air permanently broken my psychology; so that through
that rift I shall always have the power to look into strange worlds? Or
am I just piercing another dimension?"
Mrs. Spash had been following him with her faded, calm old eyes.
Apparently she guessed these questions were not addressed to her. She
kept silence.
"I've racked my brain. I lie awake nights and tear the universe to
pieces. I outguess guessing and outconjecture conjecture. My thoughts
fly to the end of space. My wonder invades the very citadel of fancy. My
surmises storm the last outpost of reality. But it beats me. I can't get
it." Lindsay stopped. Mrs. Spash made no comment. Apparently her twenty
years' training among artists had prepared her for monologues of this
sort. She listened; but it was obvious that she did not understand; did
not expect to understand.
"Does she want me to stay _here_ or go _there_?" Lindsay demanded of the
air. "If _here_, what does she want me to do? If _there_--where is
_there_? If _there_, what does she want me to do _there_? Is her errand
concerned with the living or the dead? If the living, who? If the dead,
who? Where to find them? How to find them?" He turned his glowing eyes
on Mrs. Spash. "I only know two things. She wants me to do something.
She wants me to do it soon. Oh, I suppose I know another thing-- If I
don't do it soon, it will be too late."
Mrs. Spash was still following him with her placid, blue, old gaze.
"There, there!" she said soothingly. "Now don't you get too excited, Mr.
Lindsay. It'll all come to you."
"But how--" Lindsay objected. "And when--"
"I don't know--but she'll tell you somehow. She's cute-- She's awful
cute. You mark my words, she'll find a way."
"That's the reason I don't have you in the house yet, Mrs. Spash,"
Lindsay explained.
"Oh, you don't have to tell me that," Mrs. Spash announced, triumphant
because of her own perspicuity.
"It's only that I have a feeling that she can do it more easily if we're
alone. That's why I send you home at night. She comes oftenest in the
evening when I'm alone. They all do. Oh, it's quite a procession some
nights. They come one after another, all trying--" He paused. "Sometimes
this room is so full of their torture that I-- You know, it all began
before I came here. It began in an apartment in New York. It was in
Jeffrey Lewis' old rooms. He tried to tell me first, you see."
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