It was incredibly still here; neither bird hopped nor insect hummed. The
shadows shook in the wind. I sat with my head against the pine and my
eyes closed. By degrees I thought the wind increased and drew into a
long whisper which was my name. This fancy comforted me with the notion
that whoever abandoned me, the wood was still my own. I heard it several
times before a crackling in the bushes aroused me. I turned to observe
another woman struggling anear through the thick stems of manzanita. As
she crept and wormed toward me she drew on to her knees in the open
space under the tent of the pine. Then I saw that she was the tall woman
who had loved Ravenutzi. I saw more than that; she had come to me
through great difficulty and by hard ways, her dress was torn, her hands
scratched and bleeding, her hair, which was bound under a leathern
snood, disheveled. But whatever her difficulties, they had not marred
her so much as the passions that wasted her from within. She was more
beautiful; the long, flushed throat, the red, scorning lip, the eyes
darkened and hollow. But she was so plainly gnawed upon by grief that as
we knelt there, I half risen on my knees and she on hers confronting me,
I could feel nothing but pity.
“You!” I whispered dryly.
“Speak low,” she said, though indeed we had done nothing else, so did
the stillness of the place weigh upon us. We were completely isolated in
a ring of shadow, the chaparral coming up to the outer boughs of the
pine, and the fan-spread branches meeting it a foot above our heads.
“I have waited for you all day,” she whispered. “Tell me, have you found
him? Where has he taken her?”
“I do not know. We have no trace of them.”
“But which way did they go? From what point did they leave the Meet?
Something—surely you know something?” She clasped her cut palms
together, and I saw a slight flinching at the pain they gave her. She
cast it off impatiently as though it were an interruption to her
understanding.
“Tell me first what you are to him, that you should ask?”
“His wife!”
“You—so young——”
I had an instant vision of Ravenutzi’s white hair, and then as I had
first seen him washing his hair at the pool of the Leaning Bay. At the
recollection, and perhaps a slight flicker of amusement in her face, the
two things leaped together in my mind.
“Was that also a pretence?”
“There are herbs which will bleach the color from the hair and draw the
skin in wrinkles,” she said. “He had more years than I, but we were
young.”
“And the hostage, too, was it all a pretence from the beginning?”
“What else?” impatiently. “The King’s Desire was ours, and we schemed to
get it back as we had first won it. I was as willing as the rest when we
began. If I was not to see him again for three years, that was my part
of the service, and I was proud to pay it. But I never thought of this.
Oh no, never this!”
She crept up to me and eased the strained position of her limbs.
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