Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
The young man laughed joyously, but no corresponding smile disturbed the
set lips of the girl. He should have seen how painful this dialogue had
been to her, but with a lover’s selfishness he had eyes for nothing but
the object of pursuit; ears for nothing but the words he hoped to compel
her to say; pursuing her thus from one point of refuge to another, each
abandoned in turn, with no thought but that of capture. Her face was
white with dread, a whiteness made the more striking by the jet framing
of her hair. Never during the conference had she looked at him since the
first direct gaze when she took the resolution to have this disturbing
business put at rest forever. The horses walked on unguided, her eyes on
the road immediately before her. When he accused her of loving another
she glanced up at him for one brief moment, and answered before she
thought, wishing her reply recalled as soon as it was uttered, for if
she had agreed with him, he himself had said it was at an end. Bitterly
did she regret her heedless destruction of the barrier which would
have separated them. Now she must erect another, more terrible, more
complete, be the consequences what they may.
“Sir, you laugh. I am glad your heart is light, for mine is heavy
enough. If I loved another, ’t were a small matter, for the man were
not likely so estimable in a woman’s eyes as you are. As I have said,
you drive me toward confession, and here is one bold enough for a maiden
to make. I admit you please me well, and if I had loved another--a
woman’s affection is fickle--you were like to benefit by its
transference. But there is an obstacle between us more serious than the
one you proclaimed sufficient. Take that as truth, and ask me no more.”
“I must be the judge of the obstacle. What is it?”
“I dare not tell you.”
“Will you never tell me?”
“I shall make full confession when this war is finished, if you ask me.”
“What have we to do with the war?”
“You speak as a Scot. ’T is an unnecessary question, for you know all
in England are entangled in its meshes.”
“But it can have nothing to do with your feeling toward me, or my
adoration of you.”
“You shall judge when you hear.”
“Then let me hear now.”
“No. Your persistence, when you see how distraught I am, dims your title
of gentleman. A lady should not be coerced.”
“Your censure is just; but oh, pity my despair if this obstacle be real!
It cannot be real. Whatever it is it shall dissolve before my burning
love as mist before the sun. Tell it to me now, that I may show you that
it is the fabric of a vision.”
The girl remained silent, her impetuous lover fiercely questioning
her bowed head with his eyes. But as if in the interval of stillness a
spectre intervened between them and brought a startled expression into
his eyes, their intensity sharpened suddenly, and he said in a low
voice: “Do not tell me you are already married?”
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