All our thoughts are now concentrated on the relation existing between
Number Five and the Tutor. That there is some profound instinctive
impulse which is drawing them closer together no one who watches them
can for a moment doubt. There are two principles of attraction which
bring different natures together: that in which the two natures closely
resemble each other, and that in which one is complementary of the
other. In the first case, they coalesce, as do two drops of water or
of mercury, and become intimately blended as soon as they touch; in the
other, they rush together as an acid and an alkali unite, predestined
from eternity to find all they most needed in each other. What is the
condition of things in the growing intimacy of Number Five and the
Tutor? He is many years her junior, as we know. Both of them look that
fact squarely in the face. The presumption is against the union of two
persons under these circumstances. Presumptions are strong obstacles
against any result we wish to attain, but half our work in life is to
overcome them. A great many results look in the distance like six-foot
walls, and when we get nearer prove to be only five-foot hurdles, to be
leaped over or knocked down. Twenty years from now she may be a vigorous
and active old woman, and he a middle-aged, half-worn-out invalid, like
so many overworked scholars. Everything depends on the number of
drops of the elixir vitae which Nature mingled in the nourishment she
administered to the embryo before it tasted its mother's milk. Think
of Cleopatra, the bewitching old mischief-maker; think of Ninon de
L'Enclos, whose own son fell desperately in love with her, not knowing
the relation in which she stood to him; think of Dr. Johnson's friend,
Mrs. Thrale, afterward Mrs. Piozzi, who at the age of eighty was full
enough of life to be making love ardently and persistently to Conway,
the handsome young actor. I can readily believe that Number Five will
outlive the Tutor, even if he is fortunate enough rather in winning
his way into the fortress through gates that open to him of their own
accord. If he fails in his siege, I do really believe he will die early;
not of a broken heart, exactly, but of a heart starved, with the food
it was craving close to it, but unattainable. I have, therefore, a deep
interest in knowing how Number Five and the Tutor are getting along
together. Is there any danger of one or the other growing tired of the
intimacy, and becoming willing to get rid of it, like a garment which
has shrunk and grown too tight? Is it likely that some other attraction
may come into disturb the existing relation? The problem is to my mind
not only interesting, but exceptionally curious. You remember the
story of Cymon and Iphigenia as Dryden tells it. The poor youth has the
capacity of loving, but it lies hidden in his undeveloped nature. All at
once he comes upon the sleeping beauty, and is awakened by her charms to
a hitherto unfelt consciousness.
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