Banks and banking -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories
Pheugh! Clement’s mouth opened, he stared aghast—stared at the wire
blind that obscured the lower half of the nearer window, as if all his
faculties were absorbed in reading the familiar legend, KNAB
S’NOTGNIVO, that showed darkly upon it. Customers, Rodd, the bank, all
vanished. For he had forgotten! He had forgotten Josina! In
contemplating what was exciting in the struggle before him he had
forgotten that his stake was greater than the stake of others—that it
was immeasurably greater. For it was Josina. He stood far enough below
her as it was, separated from her by a height of pride and prejudice
and convention, which he must scale if he would reach her. But he had
one point in his favor—as things were. His father was wealthy, and
standing a-tiptoe on his father’s money-bags he might possibly aspire
to her hand. So uplifted, so advantaged he might hope to grasp that
hand, and in the end, by boldness and resolution, to make it his own.
That was the position as long as all went well at the bank: and it was
a position difficult enough. But if the money-bags crumbled and sank
beneath his feet? If in the crisis that was coming they toppled over,
and his father failed, as he might fail? If he lost the footing, the
one footing that money now gave him? Then her hand would be altogether
out of his reach, she would be far above him. He could not hope to
reach her, could not hope to gain her, could not in honor even aspire
to her?
He saw that now. His stake was Josina, and the battle lost, he lost
Josina. He had been brave enough until he thought of that, reckless
even, welcoming the trumpet call. But seeing that, and seeing it
suddenly, he groaned.
The sound recalled him to himself, and he winced, remembering his
father’s injunction to show a cheerful front. That he should have
failed so soon! He looked guiltily at Arthur. Had he heard?
But Arthur had not heard. He was standing at a desk attached to the
wall, his back towards Clement, his side-face to the window. He had not
heard, because his thoughts had been elsewhere, and strange to say, the
subject which had engaged them had been also Josina. The banker’s
warning had been a sharp blow to him. He was practical. He prided
himself on the quality, and he foresaw no pleasure in a contest in
which the success that was his be-all and end-all would be hazarded.
True, his mercurial spirit had already begun to rise, and with every
minute he leant more and more to the opinion that the alarm was
groundless. He thought that the banker was scaring himself, and seeing
bogies where no bogies were—as if forsooth a little fall meant a great
catastrophe, or all the customers would leave the bank because Wolley
did! But he none the less for that looked abroad. Prudently he reviewed
the resources that would remain to him in the event of defeat, and like
a cautious general he determined beforehand his line of retreat.
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