Banks and banking -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories
Now! Now, or never! The words she had so often repeated to herself rang
in her ears. “Do you know who it was,” she said, “who saved you that
night, sir? The night you were—hurt?”
He turned himself a little more towards her. “Who? Who it was?” he
repeated. “What art talking about, girl? Why, the lad, to be sure. Who
else?”
“No, sir,” she said, shaking from head to foot, so that the table
rocked audibly under her hand. “It was Mr. Ovington’s son. And—and I
love him. And he wishes to marry me.”
The Squire did not say a word. He sat, his head erect still as a stone.
“And I want—to help him,” she added, her voice dying away with the
words. Her knees were so weak, that but for the support of the table
she must have sunk on the floor.
Still the Squire did not speak. His jaw had fallen. He sat, arrested in
the attitude of listening, his face partly turned from her, his pipe
held stiffly in his hand. At last, “Ovington’s son wants to marry you?”
he repeated, in a tone so even that it might have deceived many.
“He saved your life!” she cried. She clung desperately to that.
“And you love him?”
“Oh, I do! I do!”
He paused as if he still listened, still expected more. Then in a low
voice, “The girl is mad,” he muttered. “My God, the girl is mad! Or I
am mad! Blind and mad, like the old king! Ay, blind and mad!” He let
the pipe fall from his hand to the floor, and he groped for his stick
that he might rap and summon assistance. But in his agitation he could
not find the stick.
Then, as he still felt for it with a flurried hand, nature or despair
prompted her, and the girl who had never caressed him in her life,
never taken a liberty with him, never ventured on the smallest
familiarity, never gone beyond the morning and evening kiss, timidly
given and frigidly received, sank on the floor and clasped his knees,
pressed herself against him. “Oh, father, father! I am not mad,” she
cried, “I am not mad. Hear me! Oh, hear me!” A pause, and then, “I have
deceived you, I am not worthy, but you are my father! I have only, only
you, who can help me! Have mercy on me, for I do love him. I do love
him! I——” Her voice failed her, but she continued to cling to him, to
press her head against his body, mutely to implore him, and plead with
him.
“My God!” he ejaculated. He sat upright, stiff, looking before him with
sightless eyes; as far as he could withholding himself from her, but
not actively repelling her. After an interval, “Tell me,” he muttered.
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