Banks and banking -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories
“How could I not? How could I see you and not love you?” he babbled.
“How was it possible I should not? Were we not made for one another?
You don’t doubt that? And you,” jealously, “when, sweet, did you
first—think of me?”
Alas, she could only go back to the moment when she had tripped
heart-whole round the corner of the wood, and seen him standing,
solitary, wrapped in thought, a romantic figure. But though, to her
shame, she could only go back to that, it thrilled her, it made her
immensely happy, to think that he had loved her first, that his heart
had gone out to her before she knew him, that he had chosen her even
before he had spoken to her. Ay, chosen her, little regarded as she
was, and shabby, and insignificant amid the gay throng of the ballroom!
She had been Cinderella then, but she had found her glass slipper
now—and her Fairy Prince. And so on, and so on, with sweet and foolish
repetitions.
For this was the latest of a dozen meetings, and Love had long ago
challenged Love. Many an afternoon had Clement waited under the wood,
and with wonder and reverence seen the maid come tripping along the
green towards him. Many a time had he thought a seven-mile ride a small
price to pay for the chance, the mere chance, of a meeting, for the
distant glimpse of a bonnet, even for the privilege of touching the
pebble set for a token on the stile. So that it is to be feared that,
if market days had found him more often at his desk, there had been
other days, golden days and not a few, when the bank had not held him,
when he had stolen away to play truant in this enchanted country. But
then, how great had been the temptation, how compelling the lure, how
fair the maid!
No, he had not played quite fairly with his father. But the thought of
that weighed lightly on him. For this that had come to him, this love
that glorified all things, even as Spring the face of Nature, that
filled his mind with a thousand images, each more enchanting than the
last, and inspired his imagination with a magic not its own,—this
visited a man but once; whereas he would have long years in which he
might redeem the time, long years in which he might warm his father’s
heart by an attendance at the desk that should shame Rodd himself! Ay,
and he would! He would! Even the sacrifice of his own tastes, his own
wishes seemed in his present mood a small surrender, and one he owed
and fain would pay.
For he was in love with goodness, he longed to put himself right with
all. He longed to do his duty to all, he who walked with a firmer step,
who trod the soil with a conquering foot, who found new beauties in
star and flower, he, so happy, so proud, so blessed!
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