“But I have not finished my story yet. I have not told you what
happened to Jane and Patrick. It was not until we came back to England,
a year later, that I knew, and then it was a shock to me. I am afraid I
was very selfish all through that year, or I should have drawn it from
Jane sooner. It seems that Allan’s conduct made her very angry with the
whole family, and while in Cairo nursing me she learnt a great deal
about the world generally that she had never known before. Among other
things she heard how wild Patrick and his brother had been, and she
made up her mind she would have no more to do with anyone of the name
of Quinn, for my sake. By a strange chance, Patrick’s regiment came to
Cairo, and he sought her out at once and asked her to marry him. A very
stormy scene followed, in which Jane vented her wrath against Allan
upon poor Patrick and denounced the whole family. Then she accused him
of drinking and betting, told him she believed no one of his name could
keep faith, and sent him away.
“Poor Patrick; poor Jane—looking back now, I believe theirs was, after
all, the saddest case. You see she loved him all the time, though she
did not know how much until she had sent him away. And he loved her,
too. For her sake he would have changed, and there was much good in
him; only when she sent him away like that he just gave in and sank
deeper, and not very long afterward he died of sunstroke in India. For
a long time Jane never breathed a word concerning him, and then one day
I found her accidentally with her head down on his photograph, and I
made her tell me all.
“It was a strange mystery how one man’s perfidy should be permitted to
spoil three lives, but it is good to think that what looks so
mysterious to our dim eyes is perfectly clear to Him, and in the end we
shall understand and be satisfied.
“That is all, dear! Now you know why sister and I have never married,
yet are rich because we have known the deep wonder of Love. It is worth
some sorrow to have that knowledge, and there is no life so barren,
whatever else it holds, as the life that has not known a deep and true
Love.”
She got up, and in the firelight it seemed to Eileen that some inner
radiance lit up her sweet, lined face, reflecting a faint aureole round
her silver hair.
“I hear them coming upstairs. God bless you, dear,” and she stooped to
kiss Eileen’s forehead before the others stepped softly into the room.
CHAPTER XXII
Good-Bye.
It was the early January twilight the day before they left that Jack
and Paddy went round to take their last farewells. They slipped out
quietly and went alone on purpose, as neither felt particularly sure of
themselves, and they were determined not to upset the others. This very
fact made Paddy remark resolutely, as they walked down to the quay:
“Now, we’re not going to be sentimental, Jack, and we’re not going to
act as if saying good-by was awful. We’ve just got to pretend we like
it, do you see!”
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