At the same time Lawrence was a little surprised. He had several times
paid quite as much and even more attention to members of the fair sex
without meaning it, and gone quietly away, but he never before
remembered experiencing the unpleasant sensation that he had acted like
a cad. Did he then care more than he supposed? he asked once or twice.
No, this was not the solution, for if anything, he felt relief as the
distance between them lengthened. It was then, perhaps, the fearless
measure of scorn that Paddy had dealt out to him, forcing him to see
himself as he looked in the eyes of anyone who loved truth and
sincerity. This, and the growing consciousness of how infinitely above
him in all that matters most, was the girl whose heart he had
carelessly trifled with.
The passengers on that particular P. and O. steamboat bound for India
found Lawrence taciturn and morose to a degree, and in the end left him
severely alone. When he arrived in Calcutta he revived, for there was
so much to distract his attention. Gwendoline was charming. Earl
Selloyd’s attentions were more pronounced than ever, and playing at
rivals amused him. And there was no risk of any serious harm this time
either, for Gwen was a wholly different type of girl from Eileen, and
perfectly well able to take care of herself. She liked queening it over
him, and he was useful to her, and for the rest she was more likely to
trifle with him, than give him a chance to trifle with her.
They saw a great deal of each other because Lawrence was a great friend
of both her father’s and mother’s, and their doors were always open to
him. So, while living at his club in Calcutta, he spent a part of each
day with the Carews, either lounging in the morning-room in the
morning, or dining with them in the evening, or accompanying them to
some of the endless social festivities they attended.
People soon began to talk, and generally designated him the Earl’s
chief rival, but neither Gwendoline nor Lawrence paid any attention,
only amusing themselves with the Earl’s discomfiture. Mrs Carew was
rather set upon the coronet, however, and endeavoured to enlist
Lawrence upon her side. The topic was brought up in the drawing-room
one afternoon about a month after he arrived, and just in the middle of
it Gwen herself burst into the room.
“He is an extremely nice man, and it is such an excellent position,”
her mother was saying, and then, she stopped short to find her daughter
standing before her with laughter in her splendid dark eyes.
“So mamma is making a countess of me off-hand, is she?” she asked,
turning to Lawrence, who was looking on with an amused smile from the
depths of a big easy-chair.
“We were just considering how a coronet would become you,” he replied.
“Oh! the coronet’s all right,” shrugging her shoulders, “but the man!
Heaven preserve me from marrying a woolly lamb with a spring inside,
that says ‘Baa-a-a’ when you squeeze it.”
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