Neither spoke again, and a few minutes later the cab drew up at her
uncle’s door. He sprang out first and offered her his aid, but she
gathered up her dress with both hands and ignored him. At the door she
fitted the latchkey into the lock herself. While she fumbled a little
in the dim light, she felt his eyes again fixed on her, and before she
managed to get the door open he said, in low, distinct tones, “The new
interest you have given me is growing apace, Patricia. I see it is
going to be war to the knife, but, if I’m worth my name, I’ll win yet.”
“Good-night,” she said jauntily, as the door at last opened, then
slammed it in his face.
CHAPTER XXXIII
Patricia the Great.
It would be difficult to say when the awakening first came to Lawrence.
Before it came he felt it growing every day. After it came, it seemed
to have been there all along. At first he blinded himself with the
belief that he was only piqued. That it would on the whole be
entertaining to break down her defences and subdue her. He was grateful
to her for giving him even that much new interest in life.
Afterward he faced the situation with entire honesty. He admitted
frankly to himself that he loved her, and he knew, without going any
further, that it was the love of his life. All the past peccadilloes,
entanglements, fancies, were nothing—were mere episodes—nothing seemed
real any longer except that he loved Paddy Adair. He, the graceful
_dilettante_, the highly eligible society man, the casual, cynical
scholar—she, the harum-scarum tom-boy, the fearless Irish
romp—“Paddy-the-next-best-thing.”
When the awakening had come, and he faced the facts squarely, he
believed he had loved her ever since the night of the Omeath dance,
when, in his den, she had flung defiance at him, and marched off with
her head in the air, in lofty disdain.
He reviewed what had transpired between them since, and; his thoughts
were gloomy enough. Most emphatically the defiance and the disdain were
still the dominant notes she was at no further pains now, than then, to
hide her contempt. He knew that since the night of Gwen’s dance she had
resorted to strategy to avoid him. Since his mother and Kathleen
returned home there had been much sight-seeing and entertaining, and
Paddy was continually requisitioned. Yet she contrived to turn up on
the occasions when he had another engagement, and remain absent when he
made a victim of himself for the express purpose of seeing her. Even at
a second dance she had outwitted him.
“Lawrence will take you home,” Doreen had said in his presence, and
Paddy had politely replied: “Thank you.” Yet when he sought her neat
the end of the evening, it was to find she had already gone—undoubtedly
missing two dances rather than accept his escort.
The third time, however, he was one too many for her. He watched from a
safe vantage ground until he saw her give a quiet glance round, and
then surreptitiously slip away. Instantly he accosted Doreen.
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