“I don’t want you to be my friend!” he exclaimed, almost roughly. “Good
God! as if I should put myself out, and go to the lengths I have, just
to gain a friend!” He gave a little harsh laugh. “A friend, indeed!—no,
I don’t want your friendship, listen, Paddy—” the hands gripping hers
tightened, and she saw in the dim light that he was very white, and his
eyes gleamed strangely, and masterful resolve filled his face. “It is a
_wife_ I want—not a friend—and a _wife_ I mean to have. This feud is
nonsense. It is mere obstinacy now. If I behaved wrongly to Eileen I am
sorry. I can’t say any more, and you can see for yourself it was a good
thing we never got engaged. Are you going to let an ancient thing like
that come between us—punish two people for a third one who is unhurt? I
say ‘two,’ because I know I could make you happy, if you would drop
this—this—prejudice, and be your old self again.”
While he was speaking Paddy herself turned very pale and for a moment
there was a bewildered expression in her eyes, as she continued to gaze
fixedly before her. Then once again she rallied her forces for a final
blow. She wrenched her hands from his and faced him squarely.
“You must be mad!” she said. “You can’t know what you are talking
about. How many times am I to tell you that I hate you?—Listen! hate
you—_hate_ you. I do not know what you mean by a prejudice. I know that
you dared to trifle with one of my house—I know that you nearly broke
my sister’s heart—I know that you are heartless, and cruel, and
selfish—and then you talk to me of love and marriage,”—she paused for
very indignation.
“Yes, I do,” he interrupted decisively, “and I shall again, in spite of
your kind summing up.”
“Then thank goodness you are going away, and, at least, we shall not
meet any more for a long time!”
“Who told you I was going away!”
“Don’t you always go away in the summer?—and besides the others are
leaving for Mourne Lodge directly.”
“And what if they are?”
“You must go somewhere.”
“Certainly. I am going to Mourne Lodge with them.”
Paddy was momentarily staggered, then she peered out of the window at
the street. “We are just arriving,” she said, “I can let myself in. You
need not get out in the rain.”
He only gave a low laugh, and took the latchkey out of her hand.
As he opened the door, he looked once more hard into her eyes:
“Good-night, Patricia the Great. We shall meet again at Omeath.”
Paddy went upstairs feeling a little dazed, and then commenced throwing
things about to relieve her feelings.
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