“You bring me down to earth with such thuds,” with a plaintive air. “I
dream of stately halls, and modern heroines gracing ancient shrines,
and you annihilate both the vision and the poetry in one merciless
blow, metaphorically flinging a Shepherd’s Bush ’bus at my head. As it
is quite out of the question for me to inflict myself upon the lovers,
I must take you home in a taxi.”
“I am going in a ’bus,” willfully. “If you want a cab drive, go to your
club,” and she turned her steps resolutely toward the road.
“I see you mean to be unmanageable—but I can wait—my time will come. If
I see you getting pale and ill-looking, it will come sooner than you
think.”
“I don’t think at all. I haven’t time—at least not to think of you. My
bottles and prescriptions interest me far more.”
“Liar,” he murmured humorously—looking hard into her face—and her
mobile mouth twitched irresistibly as she crossed the road to her ’bus.
She climbed on the top to get the air, in spite of the moist November
atmosphere, and though she had been spirited to the last with Lawrence,
her heart grew heavy as they trundled down Notting Hill toward the
enveloping greyness of Shepherd’s Bush, and she wondered if she had
been wise to go. It was not the first time that Paddy had had
misgivings about the wisdom of seeing much of Gwen. She always hated
the commonplace, middle-class streets so afterward, the stuffy little
dispensary, with its rows of foolish, inane-looking jars, and
monotonous medicine bottles; the hopeless mediocrity of her whole
surroundings. At moments she longed passionately to be with Jack
galloping over the grass plains of the Argentine; and her heart was
sore at the fate which had condemned her of all people to mixing
medicines in a dingy suburb. She even ruminated a little wistfully, if
only Lawrence had not been Lawrence. If some other man had lived at
Mourne Lodge, and wanted her to make her home there, what a heaven on
earth she might have had! Or if even Lawrence had been different—and
there had been no dividing memory. How strange it seemed that he should
combine such charm with such heartlessness. She understood better now,
how it was Eileen had become a victim. It was natural enough, since it
had pleased him to please her. But she knew more of the other side, had
known it all along, through her greater friendship with his sisters.
Only that morning, in a letter from home, Doreen had written: “Lawrence
has been shooting pheasants in Suffolk. Long may he stay there. Before
he went, and just after you left the Parsonage he was in one of his
most bearish moods. If he wasn’t sullen he was cutting. He either
sulked or sneered till we were sick of him in the house. Of course
Kathleen quarrelled with him about the way he spoke to mother, which is
so silly of her, as mother understands him, and doesn’t really take any
notice; whereas Kathleen ends in making us all miserable. However, he
had the goodness to take himself off after the 12th, and it’s been
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