“Oh, yes, you were—just as if I shouldn’t know.” There was a pause,
then he said with unexpected gentleness: “You were thinking about
Eileen and O’Hara getting engaged, and you being left out in the cold.”
He put his hand on hers suddenly: “Mavourneen,” he said in a voice of
enthralling softness, “you were lonesome.”
For one moment she left her hand in his, and then sprang to her feet
with a bound: “An objectionable, bad-tempered, conceited little beast,
that’s what you were,” and she slipped past him back to the
drawing-room.
Lawrence remained a few seconds longer, and in his face was a strange
mingling of yearning and satisfaction. That one moment had been passing
sweet, the very most he had had to encourage him all through—yet how it
made him hunger for more! And she had looked sad when he found her, he
had seen it distinctly—the little droop about the lips—the little air
of unwonted thoughtfulness.
Ah! she must come now—there must be no more delay—surely with Eileen’s
engagement a recognised fact he could make headway at last. Surely this
was the moment to strike hard. He would take his opportunity.
There were again tears on Paddy’s lashes that night, and she tossed
restlessly. She shut her eyes, and shut her ears, and tried to shut her
mind—but nothing would wholly drown those few words, coming as they did
in her first hours of loneliness—nor the ravishing sweetness of the
tones: “Mavourneen, you were lonesome.”
It was like a spell upon her. Some unreal enchantment that possessed
her spirit. Of course it must be broken. Things could not go as they
were. Once for all she must _make_ him see the uselessness of his
quest, and it must be soon. That Eileen was healed and comforted did
not make the smallest difference. The past was still the past. The
handwriting still glowed on the wall. Over his coveted happiness—over
any happiness for them together—was writ large the sentence of old:
“Tekel—Found Wanting.”
In this mood, and feeling very resolute, Paddy started out two days
later, to deliver judgment.
CHAPTER XLI
In Lawrence’s Den.
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