Meanwhile, when Paddy saw that Gwen had closed the door after her, she
leaned forward with a doubtful expression and appeared about to follow.
“Don’t run away,” said Lawrence, “or I shall think you are afraid of
me.”
“I am not afraid of anyone,” stoutly, still looking toward the door.
“No, I know you are not. Still, the others most certainly don’t want
us; we should only be in the way.”
It was too true. Paddy leaned back and stared into the fire, and that
little droop hovered round her lips again. Kathleen was sure to be with
her mother, and the others all dispersed.
“Not even anyone to go ratting with,” he said, with a tender little
smile.
The lips twitched and then settled again to the droop, while she tried
to reinforce herself for the struggle that loomed ahead. No use to run
away now. The time had come for a final understanding, and it must be
faced.
Lawrence watched her a little while in silence, and there was absolute
stillness in the room except for the cheery crackling of the fresh log
he had just thrown on the fire.
“You look, somehow, as if you were prepared for the worst,” he told
her, smiling. “Am I such a terrible ogre?”
She did not speak, and he pulled up a chair beside her and sat down,
holding his thin white hands out to the blaze.
“Do you remember the last time you were in my den?” running on. “It was
the night of the girls’ ‘coming-out’ dance—the ultimatum, so to speak,
when you declared war. I remember it perfectly—I always shall. You were
all in white, Paddy—a fluffy kind of dress that suited you, admirably.
I remember being surprised to see how pretty you _could_ look. But, of
course, it was your hair—you had always treated it so abominably
before. I sometimes think it is the loveliest hair I have ever seen in
my life—and I’ve seen a good deal,” with a humorous little shrug. “And
then, of course, your eyes are good, and there’s the fascinating
mouth.”
Paddy could not resist a smile. “When you’ve done going over my
points?”
“Your points are A1, Patricia,” with admiration in his eyes. “You are a
thoroughbred to your finger-tips.”
“Well, don’t be personal, or I shall go. You know I don’t like it.”
“No, don’t go. I’ll try to be good.”
He was silent a moment, and slowly that same air of the previous
evening, suggestive of sadness, crept over her face again, and there
was a weariness in her attitude as she sat back watching the flames and
clasping each arm of the chair with delicate, tapering fingers.
“Paddy,” he said simply, “chuck all those foolish doubts and fancies of
yours, and give in. I can’t bear to see you looking forlorn.”
“I will not: I will never give in.”
He squared his shoulders unconsciously, and her fingers gripped the
arms of her chair more tightly.
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