“Daddy,” she whispered, and there was a tiny, wistful smile on the
fascinating mouth. “I’m not an Irish Fusilier, but, perhaps, I’m
the-next-best-thing.”
Then she went quietly back to bed, with her mind made up.
But the next morning, it was only by a great physical and mental effort
that she was able to appear at all like herself at the breakfast-table,
and when the meal was finished she was glad to slip away unobserved.
Eileen’s suspicions, however, had been previously roused in the night
by a light step in the passage, and, afterward, a dim figure crossing
the garden. She was tactful enough to say nothing of this, but at the
same time determined to try and find out if anything was wrong, and how
she could help. In this Paddy had cause to be grateful, because her
plans could scarcely he carried out without Eileen’s help.
When her sister sought her upstairs, and asked in a quiet, firm way,
“What is the matter, Paddy? Something has happened to you,” she only
hesitated a second, and then replied with as much calmness as she could
muster:
“Yes, Eily, I’m in rather a difficulty. I was going to ask you and Jack
to help me.”
“Paddy, we will do anything—anything,” Eileen cried earnestly.
“I know you will, but it isn’t much I want—only that I am going back to
London to-night, and I want you to help me manage it without any more
questions and explanations than can possibly be helped.”
At first, Eileen was dumbfounded and greatly distressed, but Paddy was
evidently desperately in earnest and meant to go.
“Don’t ask me anything, Eily, if you really want to help,” she said
wearily. “Just break it to mother and the aunties a little while before
I start and help to arrange some excuse for me to any others who ask
questions.”
In the end it was all managed so, and Jack prepared to go to Greenore
with her and see her safely on the boat for Holyhead, from whence she
would go straight back to her uncle’s.
At the last moment Aunt Jane stole softly into her bedroom—Aunt Jane,
whose heart had always leaned to Paddy, just as Aunt Mary’s had leaned
to Eileen.
“My child,” she said very tenderly, “I can see that you are in some
great trouble, and I shall not know how to keep from fretting about
you, because you have always been as my own child to me, and I would
rather suffer myself than see you suffer. Only we may not choose who
shall be glad and who sad, and no doubt if we could, things would only
be worse in the end. But you won’t forget your ‘old maid’ auntie by the
loch, darling, whose heart will ache silently, thinking of you day and
night.”
The tears gushed from Paddy’s eyes, and for a moment she seemed about
to break down altogether, but in a few minutes she had managed to pull
herself together again.
“Are you sure you must go away alone like this?” Aunt Jane asked
yearningly.
“Yes, auntie, quite sure. I love you so much for coming to me now, but
you mustn’t make me break down. Please help me to keep up, auntie, just
until I get away.”
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