Small wonder that her heart grew faint within her. The mountains
understood, and the bay, and the lights and shadows, and the strip of
turquoise—or it seemed to the sad dreamer that they did—and so upon
every possible occasion she stole away to the solitude, to look out
upon them all with a world of pain in her beautiful eyes, suffering
mutely and alone.
Once or twice her mother had been about to speak, but with quick
divination Eileen had seen and stayed her. The wound was too sore yet
to bear any probing. She felt, at least, she must suffer alone.
“My child, you are looking ill,” her mother said at last, and there was
a tremor in her voice that went to Eileen’s heart.
“I am quite well, mother dear,” she answered in that patient way of
hers. “You must not trouble about me; there is no need for it.”
For answer Mrs Adair put her hand on the bright head beside her.
“I understand, my girlie,” she said in a pain-wrung voice. “I
understand so well. God bless and help you and comfort you.”
Eileen could not trust herself to speak, but afterward she thanked God
that He had given her so dear a mother.
So the three weeks passed, and Lawrence came to say good-by. He would
gladly have escaped the ordeal, but that he saw was impossible, so he
drove over with his mother the last afternoon, at her suggestion. He
need not have minded, for there was no change in anyone. Mrs Adair was
far too proud to show by word or sign any symptom of her feelings, and
both she and Eileen went through the afternoon with brave, smiling
faces and perfectly natural manners.
Only when he was alone with Eileen for a few moments was there any
constraint. Then, in spite of herself, she was white to the lips, and
her hands played nervously.
Lawrence watched her covertly, and for the first time in his life felt
a cur.
“Good-by,” she said, to break the almost unbearable silence, looking up
with an effort at brightness.
He took her outstretched hand and looked hard into her eyes.
“Good-by, Eileen,” he answered, and hesitated a moment as if he would
fain say something else. Then he suddenly dropped her hand, and went
out to see about the horses.
Paddy was in the stables petting them with sugar and apples, and
stroking lovingly their smooth, glossy coats, for she had a passionate
love for all animals. When Lawrence came in she glanced over her
shoulder, and, seeing who it was, turned her back to him, and continued
playing with the horses.
Lawrence watched her a moment, and the thought crossed his mind that in
fire and spirit she was a good match for them.
The man went to pull out the phaeton, and Lawrence loosened the
headstalls, speaking in a low, winsome voice to his pets. Both horses
immediately looked round, and playfully bit at his coat-sleeve. Paddy
at the same time drew aside. The voice that enticed them, evidently
repulsed her.
Lawrence glanced over one glossy back, with a slightly amused
expression, and remarked:
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