Pages from a Journal with Other PapersWhite, William Hale
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Pages from a Journal with Other Papers
White, William Hale
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The Doctor prolonged his stroll and reached home about half-past eleven.
A third of his life had been spent in Langborough. He remembered the day
he came and the unpacking of his books. They lined the walls of his
room, some of them rare, all of them his friends. Nobody in Langborough
had ever asked him to lend a single volume. The solitary scholar never
forsook his studies, but at times he sighed over them and they seemed a
little vain. They were not entirely without external effect, for Pope
and Swift in disguise often spoke to the vestry or the governors, and the
Doctor’s manners even in the shops were moulded by his intercourse with
the classic dead. Their names, however, in Langborough were almost
unknown. He had now become hardened by constant unsympathetic contact.
Suddenly a stranger had appeared who was an inhabitant of his own world
and talked his own tongue. The prospect of genuine intercourse disclosed
itself. None but those who have felt it can imagine the relief, the
joyous expansion, which follow the discovery after long years of
imprisonment with decent people of a person before whom it is unnecessary
to stifle what we most care to express. No wonder he was excited!
But the stranger was a woman. He meditated much that morning on her
singular aptitude for reflection, but he presently began to dream over
figure, hair, eyes, hands. A picture in the most vivid colours painted
itself before him, and he could not close his eyes to it. He was
distressed to find himself the victim of this unaccustomed tyranny. He
did not know that it is impossible for a man to love a woman’s soul
without loving her body. There is no such thing as a spiritual love
apart from a corporeal love, the one celestial and the other earthly, and
the spiritual love begets a passion peculiar in its intensity. He was
happily diverted by Mr. Bingham, who called about a coming contested
election for the governorships.
Next week there was another tea-party at Mrs. Cobb’s. The ladies were in
high spirits, for a subject of conversation was assured. If there had
been an inquest, or a marriage, or a highway robbery before one of these
parties, or if the contents of a will had just been made known, or still
better, if any scandal had just come to light, the guests were always
cheerful. Now, of course, the topic was Dr. Midleton and Mrs. Fairfax.
“When I found him in that back parlour,” said Mrs. Harrop, “I thought he
wasn’t there to pay the usual call. Somehow it didn’t seem as if he was
like a clergyman. I felt quite queer: it came over me all of a sudden.
And then we know he’s been there once or twice since.”
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