Pages from a Journal with Other PapersWhite, William Hale
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Pages from a Journal with Other Papers
White, William Hale
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“It is an advantage in your profession that you must generally be
governed by duty. It is often easier to do what we are obliged to do,
even if it be disagreeable, than to choose our path by our likes and
dislikes.”
The bell rang, and Mrs. Fairfax went into the shop.
“Who can she be?” said the Doctor to himself. Such an experience as this
he had not known since he had been rector. Langborough did not deal in
ideas. It was content to affirm that Miss Tarrant now and then gave
herself airs, that Mrs. Sweeting had a way of her own, that Mr. Cobb
lacked spirit and was downtrodden by his wife.
She returned and sat down again.
“You know nobody in these parts, Mrs. Fairfax?”
“Nobody.”
“Yours is a bold venture, is it not?”
“It is—certainly. A good many plans were projected, of which this was
one, and there were equal difficulties in the way of all. When that is
the case we may almost as well draw lots.”
“Ah, that is what I often say to some of the weaker sort among my
parishioners. I said it to poor Cobb the other day. He did not know
whether he should do this or do that. ‘It doesn’t matter much,’ said I,
‘what you do, but do something. _Do_ it, with all your strength.’”
The Doctor was thoroughly Tory, and he slid away to his favourite
doctrine.
“Our ancestors, madam, were not such fools as we often take them to be.
They consulted the _sortes_ or lots, and at the last election—we have a
potwalloping constituency here—three parts of the voters would have done
better if they had trusted to the toss-up of a penny instead of their
reason.”
Mrs. Fairfax leaned back in her chair. Dr. Midleton noticed her
wedding-ring, and also a handsome sapphire ring. She spoke rather slowly
and meditatively.
“Life is so complicated; so few of the consequences of many actions of
the greatest moment can be foreseen, that the belief in the lot is not
unnatural.”
“You have some books, I see—Sir Thomas Browne.” He took down the volume.
“Leighton! Leighton! how odd! Was it Richard Leighton?”
“Yes.”
“Really; and you knew him?”
“He was a friend of my brother.”
“Do you know what has become of him? He was at Cambridge with me, but
was younger.”
“I have not seen him for some time. Do you mind if I open the window a
little?”
“Certainly not.”
She stood at the window for a moment, looking out on the garden, with her
hand on the top of the sash. The Doctor had turned his chair a little
and his eyes were fixed on her there with her uplifted arm. A picture
which belonged to his father instantly came back to him. He recollected
it so well. It represented a woman watching a young man in a courtyard
who is just mounting his horse. We are every now and then reminded of
pictures by a group, an attitude, or the arrangement of a landscape
which, thereby, acquires a new charm.
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