Pages from a Journal with Other PapersWhite, William Hale
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Pages from a Journal with Other Papers
White, William Hale
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“A wedding-ring on her finger; no widow’s weeds; he may nevertheless be
dead—I believe I heard he was—and she has discontinued that frightful
disfigurement. Leighton had the thickest crop of black hair I ever saw
on a man: what thick, black hair that child has! A lady; a reader of
books; nobody to be compared with her here.” At this point he rose and
walked about the room for a quarter of an hour. He sat down again and
took up an important paper about the Trust. He had forgotten it and it
was to be discussed the next day. His eyes wandered over it but he paid
no attention to it; and somewhat disgusted with himself he went to bed.
Mrs. Fairfax had happened to tell him that she was fond of walking soon
after breakfast before she opened her shop, and generally preferred the
lane on the west side of the Common. From his house the direct road to
the lane lay down the High Street, but about a fortnight after that
evening in his study he found himself one morning in Deadman’s Rents, a
narrow, dirty alley which led to the east side of the Common. Deadman’s
Rents was inhabited by men who worked in brickyards and coalyards, who
did odd jobs, and by washerwomen and charwomen. It contained also three
beershops. The dwellers in the Rents were much surprised to see the
Doctor amongst them at that early hour, and conjectured he must have come
on a professional errand. Every one of the Deadman ladies who was at her
door—and they were generally at their doors in the daytime—vigilantly
watched him. He went straight through the Rents to the Common, whereupon
Mrs. Wiggins, who supported herself by the sale of firewood, jam,
pickles, and peppermints, was particularly disturbed and was obliged to
go over to the “Kicking Donkey,” partly to communicate what she had seen
and partly to ward off by half a quartern of rum the sinking which always
threatened her when she was in any way agitated. When he reached the
common it struck him that for the first time in his life he had gone a
roundabout way to escape being seen. Some people naturally take to
side-streets; he, on the contrary, preferred the High Street; it was his
quarter-deck and he paraded it like a captain. “Was he doing wrong?” he
said to himself. Certainly not; he desired a little intelligent
conversation and there was no need to tell everybody what he wanted. It
was unfortunate, nevertheless, that it was necessary to go through
Deadman’s Rents in order to get it. He soon saw Mrs. Fairfax and her
little girl in front of him. He overtook her, and she showed no surprise
at seeing him.
“I have been thinking,” said he, “about what you told me”—this was a
reference to an interview not recorded. “I am annoyed that Mrs. Harrop
should have been impertinent to you.”
“You need not be annoyed. The import of a word is not fixed. If
anything annoying is said to me, I always ask myself what it means—not to
me but to the speaker. Besides, as I have told you before, shop
insolence is nothing.”
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