No wonder the woman walked to and fro in the mingled triumph and
arrogance of these thoughts. If they brought some relief to her vanity,
they were also full of bitterness, for never again could such homage and
power return to her. Even now, with the scenes of her former grandeur in
sight, she felt herself to be an intruder in that commonplace house,
where the lowest mechanic in the town had a right to come. She knew well
enough that one glimpse of her through the window might bring a mob
about the house who would be glad to hunt her down. People who formerly
considered it an honor to be soiled by the mud from her carriage-wheels,
would, she felt sure, be among the first to hoot her out of town, and
follow her with all sorts of coarse revilings. Madame Du Berry knew this
well, and felt it keenly, for, depraved and despotic as she had been,
she still possessed some good impulses, and had not yet outlived that
first great want of womanhood, a desire to be loved.
For once in her life, Madame Du Berry was possessed of a noble object.
She had never liked Marie Antoinette in the days of her supreme
popularity; but as years wore on, and troubles gathered about the
throne, this woman’s sympathies grew strong in her behalf. She had
tasted too deeply of the sweets of power not to feel for those who were
struggling that it might not be wrested from them. Perhaps some memory
of the old monarch, who had been more than generous to her, had aroused
a loyal feeling for his grandson. In a wayward creature like her, it is
impossible to give any act an undivided motive; but that day she had
come to Versailles in a spirit of noble self-sacrifice, and was anxious
to give back to the heirs of Louis no inconsiderable portion of the
wealth his prodigal hand had bestowed upon her. In the mockery of her
own royal state, she had become deeply enamored with the prerogative of
kings.
Filled with these generous ideas, anxious to fulfill them, she walked
the floor to and fro, waiting impatiently for the return of her
messenger, who had found his way to the palace. The dinner was brought
in, but she could not force herself to eat. The very atmosphere of the
place excited so many emotions that she could neither conquer nor fling
them off. For the time this woman was both loyal and munificent.
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