“That I find shelter somewhere—for I do not sleep in their beds; I
cannot live among such noises. So they follow me, and spy upon me, and
think I go among the enemies of the people. I, who have no life out of
this place; no friend but this little creature and you—and you, my
Therese.”
Marguerite sat down by the old prisoner, and took his hand in hers.
“I, dear father, am better than a friend, your own dear child. Did I not
come to you in the prison when every door was locked? Did I not persuade
poor old Doudel and I bribe the governor with my flowers? Do you
remember how I crept in under the good keeper’s arm when your eyes shone
on me through the darkness, and sat down by your side on the cold floor?
He wanted me to stay outside; but your dear, old face looked down on me
so pitiful, and I would not go. Have you forgotten it, my father?”
“Forgotten it, sweet one! How could I forget? When God sends his angels
to spirits in torment, do they forget? My eyes were used to darkness,
and your face dazzled them, dazzled my soul! Did you know it, I thought
at first that my wife had come. She was so like you, the same golden
hair, the same eyes. I could not speak from the joy that seized upon
me.”
“I remember—I remember! You lifted your hand—how long and white it was.
You laid it on my head, and looked down into my eyes so sadly with such
pitiful love that I began to cry. Then I remembered you stooped down,
your beard swept into my lap, and your face touched mine—you were
gathering up my tears with your lips.”
The old prisoner nodded his head and smiled.
“Yes, yes, I remember—I remember.”
“Doudel got impatient, sat down his lantern, and attempted to lift me
from the floor; but I would not go. You remember that?”
“Yes, yes! You clung to me, and wanted to stay there in the dark. Then I
thought of the angels that visited Peter in prison, and wondered if they
were lovely, like you.”
“Was it like that? But you were hungry, and I had only a crust of bread
and some figs to give you.”
“Yes, yes! Your tears and that look, they were food for the soul.”
“Do you remember how you ate the bread, while I sat on the floor and
peeled the figs for you? while kind old Doudel held the lantern and
looked on?”
The old prisoner nodded his head, and laughed just above his breath.
“It was against the rules, you know, and I had to beg and implore poor
Doudel to let me in, with my basket of flowers. How the tears ran down
your cheeks when I took them out. Wasn’t that a feast?”
The girl looked up as she spoke, and saw that great tears were coursing
each other down the old man’s face, and falling drop by drop upon his
hand, where they trembled and melted away like mist upon marble.
“Now I am making you sad,” she murmured.
The old man turned his face toward her, and a smile broke over it. This
was the second time within an hour that the gentle sadness of his
features had given way. It was like the breaking up of ice under swift
gleams of sunshine.
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