“Cowards threaten!”
“And brave souls act. Well, Louison, you certainly are no coward; and
yet your speech had a threat in it. Tell me why?”
“Ah, Mirabeau! It is only a little thing. During some years—that is,
ever since I was an innocent girl, who never committed a greater sin
than plucking a few clusters where the grapes first ripened into
purple—I have loved you. It was not much, only a human soul flung at the
feet of a man who has not yet trampled it under his heel. But this soul
was all I had—and you took it. For your sake I worked hard, studied,
learned all those arts by which women gain influence in the world;
gloried in my beauty, and in that keen wit which is a weapon of power in
these days, all because they might make me more dear and more useful to
you. In the scale of your glory I flung my life. Is it strange that I
ask something back; that out of the whole of an existence I lavished on
you I ask a ray of light; only that which the moon takes from the sun,
and feel defrauded when it is withheld?”
The smile broadened and grew brighter on Mirabeau’s face as the young
woman made this passionate address. He loved to be adored; and the
intellect of this woman gave piquancy to her homage; without that she
would have been nothing to him, with it she had a hold upon his
interests and his vanity stronger, by far, than any woman had ever
possessed over his affections. No man living had greater talent for
turning the genius of other people to his own account than Mirabeau. Men
and women were alike made available to his popularity. He had no desire
to quarrel with the handsome young female, whose words, taking the form
of passionate pleading, were sufficient to convince him of the power he
still possessed.
Louison saw the self-satisfied smile, and it stung her. She broke forth
with passionate vehemence.
“But love like mine must have full love in return; faith like mine must
meet answering faith. If I have been strong as a woman, I have also been
trusting as a child. Deceive me once, and you open my eyes forever;
cease to be my entire friend, and you make me your bitterest enemy. Keep
no secrets from me; if you attempt it, I will find them out, and then
they are my property. I warn you now, in right or in wrong, make me your
confidant.”
It would have been well for Mirabeau had he then and there taken the
woman at her word; but, like all social traitors, he had no faith in the
sex, and so only turned on his side and gazed on her flushed face in
wonder that any one would believe him weak enough to trust one woman
with the secrets of another.
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