Pamela Pounce: A tale of tempestuous petticoatsCastle, Egerton
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Pamela Pounce: A tale of tempestuous petticoats
Castle, Egerton
Great Britain -- History -- George III, 1760-1820 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Romance fiction
“I fail to see the analogy, my Lady Kilcroney,” said he huffily. “My
Julia was as young as she was fair, as elegant in form as she was
virtuous in character.”
“True, true, Sir Jasper! Bellairs became, very shortly after our
espousals, a wreck, an absolute wreck. But he retained the most
admirable amiability of temper. ’Twas indeed that which first drew my
heart to him. ‘My dear,’ he said to me, ‘when I heard that my poor old
friend Ned had gone smash, and shot himself, and left a little daughter
without a farthing to buy a ribbon with, I cast about in my mind what
I should do to help her. And, faith, I can think of no better way, my
dear, than to make a rich widow of you.’ And then he set to laughing
in his droll, wheezing way. ‘I’m game for a year,’ says he, ‘if you
can stand the old man for a year,’ says he. ‘I’ll put you in the way
of getting the best the world can give you; honour and good repute,
and wealth and a young husband in due time--better than if your poor
father had kept out of indigo. If you’ll trust me, I’ll trust you,’
says he. And my dear Bellairs kept his word royally. He’d never so much
as a suspicion of me; or aught but a smile for my pleasures.” Here a
tear suddenly flashed. “I’m proud to say,” cried Kitty. “I deserved
his confidence. Is there ever anything so beautiful in life as wedded
trust?”
Sir Jasper went home thoughtful. His Julia had had every merit, but
if she had had also just the tiniest part of Bellairs’ the Nabob’s
generosity of mind, would he, could he have so often--as alas! he had!
But there were times when he had been goaded, indubitably driven, to
seek distraction. Angel as she had been, to what screaming vapours,
what swoons had she not treated him? How often also--here he held
his head higher, and made a knowing thrust at a door post with his
gold-headed walking-stick as he went by--had she not suspected the
vilest deeds when he had been as innocent as the lambs in the field?
“You cannot,” said Sir Jasper, sapiently to himself, as his marital
crimes appeared before him suddenly transmogrified into peccadilloes.
“You cannot be said to betray a trust that has never been reposed in
you.”
Next time my Lady spoke of matrimony to the bereaved, it was in the
tone of one who regrets a rash determination, but recognises its
binding quality.
“What a pity, Sir Jasper, you should have been led into such fond
folly! To take such a vow! Irrevocable of course. Who would have the
dreadful courage to suggest the breaking of a pledge to one who is
now among the saints. What if a father’s duty points one way? that
death-bed obligation sternly points the other.”
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