Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“It cannot. It cannot injure any one to do what is decent and right.
Knowing you, dear, and befriending you in your trouble, has shown me
more of the world than I could have learned otherwise in an age. To be
sure it has destroyed some illusions. I shall not have Louise Kendrick
for bride’s-maid, but I’ve found her out, and that is something. Why,
you ought to see the letters she sent me constantly during the four
years I was at Stonybrook. Such protestations of unalterable friendship!
You, Susie, though you are no spoiled pet of fortune, like her, have a
heart that is worth ten thousand of hers. She is a mere fair-weather
friend, though I did not suspect it; but you, I know, would never fail
me.”
“How I should hate myself if I thought that were possible; but it cannot
be. My only trouble is, that I may never be able to be of any real
service to you. Do you remember the fable we read of the lion and the
mouse? How the mouse gnawed the meshes of the net, ‘and left the noble
lion to go where he pleased?’ Remember this, you precious girl, if you
are ever in trouble: _real, deep affection is capable of creating a will
that may work wonders even with the poorest means_.” Clara was struck
with Susie’s enthusiasm of sentiment, which at times found expression in
the most eloquent way; and she remembered these words and the manner of
their utterance in after years.
Not many days before the time set for Clara’s wedding, Dr. Delano
received a telegram from home. His father was dangerously ill and sent
for his son; so the marriage could not take place till January.
Meanwhile, and during the very last days of the year, Susie’s baby was
born. Mrs. Buzzell virtually adopted it at once. This little helpless
one, so charming in all its movements, Susie thought, lifted the last
burden from her heart caused by Dan’s unworthiness. She felt strong
enough to brave anything for its sake, and before it was a week old her
mind was busy with schemes for making money, that she might give it all
the advantages of education and culture. She held its tiny,
tightly-clinging fingers in hers, looked into its uncertain colored
eyes, and marveled, as mothers are wont to marvel, over a mystery as old
as nature, and yet ever charming, ever new. The desire to have Dan see
the baby often recurred to Susie. She felt more kindly towards him since
she had definitely abandoned all hope of his ever loving her again, and
since a new and infinitely tender, infinitely absorbing love had been
born in her own heart. She could not wholly share Clara’s intense
disgust for Dan’s conduct when they had last met, though she by no means
approved of it. She spoke to Mrs. Buzzell of her desire that Dan should
see the baby, and Mrs. Buzzell admitted that the wish was natural; but
even while they were considering the propriety of writing a note to Dan
the doctor called, bringing the news that his son had started for
California the day before. In a letter to his mother he had said that he
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