Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“Are you sure? They say if you can love you can be jealous,” he said,
bending his head on one side and searching her eyes.
“I am sure. Jealousy implies anger with the loved one, or hatred of the
rival. I could never feel either. I could only suffer;” and with a deep,
long sigh, she laid her head back upon his shoulder. Presently raising
it, she continued, “You said you learned abroad the meaning of the term
‘illusions,’ as applied to love. Except you, my father is the only
person whom I ever heard use it in the same sense. There is no word that
can supply its place. It implies the distinction between the love of
lovers and all other kinds of love, and more than that, it implies all
that is divine in loving. I think it hard to preserve these precious
illusions, but without them love would have no charm for me. I should
become a wretched wife.”
“But we will not lose our illusions, precious. What should come between
us? Are we not irrevocably bound to each other by the very act of
marriage?”
“No,” Clara said decidedly and with emotion. “We are only bound by those
very illusions. The divine spirit of Love makes and justifies marriage.
The body is nothing to me, when the soul is gone. You are a very elegant
man, Albert—elegant and beautiful in all eyes, but in mine you are
beauty and strength and tenderness in one. You are everything to me; but
your dear eyes, your lips, your eloquent tongue, would lose all their
charm, with the loss of the soul of all.”
“Why, child, you are trembling like a leaf. Are you quite well?”
“Albert, why did she look flushed?” and she looked appealingly,
searchingly into his eyes.
“I—I believe you are jealous after all,” he said.
Clara turned slowly and left the room without a word.
“Jealous, by Jove!” he said to himself when she was gone, and the idea
flattered his vanity as it would that of the commonest soul. Clara had
told him she could not be jealous, as the word is generally understood.
That she could only suffer; but the words meant little to him. She had
spoken the exact truth. In her venture, she had staked everything, and
believed, as all women do under the same circumstances, that
notwithstanding the coldness and indifference of married people, visible
everywhere to the most superficial observer, that it was the result of a
lack of wisdom—that love in all its divine freshness, could be
preserved. Albert had held the same opinion, and had often said the
danger lay in the first withholding of perfect trust. “Love should be
cultivated like the most tender plant,” he had said.
He mused over the matter for a half hour, and then went to Clara’s room,
where he found her, not “drowned in tears,” as he had anticipated, but
very calmly dressing for dinner.
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