Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
Albert looked from one woman to the other. He knew Clara was several
years younger than Ella, and yet she looked older—an effect heightened
by her dress, a plain light gray with plain cuffs, and collar fastened
by a bow of rich black ribbon. Albert wondered why she would wear black,
when she knew he hated it. Clearly she did not study to please him, as
Ella did. He did not reflect, possibly he did not know, that Clara’s
little dower from her father had been exhausted, though managed with the
greatest care, and that it would scarcely have permitted her to dress
like Ella for a single year. Clara had never yet asked Albert for any of
the money that he spent freely upon his own dress, on his friends in
wines and cigars, at his club, and in many ways; and as he had several
times expressed surprise at the extent of the household expenses, she
had endeavored, in ways he never suspected, to reduce them. She may be
blamed, but she simply could not bring herself to ask him for any money
for herself. The old, perfect, childlike confidence was gone. She
thought, moreover, that a husband’s duty was to set aside for the
mistress of the house, a certain generous allowance for her personal and
household expenses; and not dole money out week by week, to meet current
expenses. It seemed to her very undignified, to say the least, and not
what her father would have done, as he had proved ever since the growth
of Oakdale and the increase of his practice enabled him to count on a
steady income. She did not, however, attribute Albert’s course to
penuriousness or selfishness, but simply to ignorance of the ideas of a
wife on this subject. Time would harmonize all this, she thought, if
ever the old Eden came back, with that divine mutual confidence that
makes it wise to express every thought freely and frankly. So she went
on from day to day managing Albert’s house with a rare skill, improved
by constant experience and a quick practical intelligence, receiving his
friends, gracing his table and his drawing-rooms with her sweet
presence, and in return receiving such attentions from him as his nature
suggested, when not absorbed by Ella’s charms, or by the claims of other
friends. She learned to be a hypocrite, as many a wife has done. If she
expressed the grief that was in her heart, even by a tone, a word,
Albert’s pleasure was affected by it. To be sure, his course was much
like that of a person holding your head under water, and then feeling
injured because you are so inconsiderate as to look strangled! At times
Clara felt as if she could go mad at Albert’s persistence in declaring
that his love had in no way changed. A thousand words and acts and
movements, proved his protestations utterly false; and between her
struggle to please him by liking Ella, whom any other woman of spirit
would have felt justified in hating, to attend to all the household
responsibilities, to show a smiling face when her heart was breaking, to
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