Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
There was something in the whole attitude of Clara, and especially in
the evidence of emotions long repressed, that filled not only the
husband, but the physician, with alarm and self-reproach, and he did
what all men do when unusually conscious that they are murdering by
inches the women who love them. He took her in his arms, covered her
with kisses, wept over her, called himself unworthy of a love so
divinely tender as hers, and when in some sentence Clara alluded to
Ella, he begged she would not mention the name of any other woman to
him. What were all the women in the world to him? He had been a brute to
even seem to put any other woman before her, or to do anything to cause
her the slightest pain. Clara nestled close to his heart, and sobbed
herself into a blissful state of trust and hope, as Albert went on. He
would never pay any marked attention to Ella since it displeased Clara.
Clara, too happy in being restored to her husband’s confidence, answered
generously, and through happy tears:
“No, dear one, you must not make her unhappy by an inexplicable change
of manner. Do you not think she is really in love with you?”
“There is no doubt of that,” he said, with a touch of vanity, for he was
but human, and to see this woman, who had caused him so many “pangs of
despised love,” now wholly and helplessly enamored of him, was a triumph
bearing in it a poetic justice, a healing sweetness, impossible to
resist. He had not desired that any one should occupy his heart but his
wife; for theirs had been a love worth preserving in its freshness. He
really desired so to preserve it; and therefore he would have been
consistent if, upon the first signs of Ella’s passion for him, he had
shown her something of his devotion to his wife. It might not have been
gallant, according to the creed of men, but it would at least have been
profoundly wise. Women instinctively yield to any securely enthroned
rival; perhaps men know this, and hence they so rarely show one woman
that they love any object specially, or even act in a manner that will
let such fact pass for granted. This is generally true of men in whose
temper there is a latent melancholy. They are passionately attracted to
their opposites, to those who are gay and happy, and therefore they
would fly from suffering, even when they themselves are the cause of it.
Clara found in the bliss caused by Albert’s spasmodic return to his old
tenderness, an adequate compensation for deferring her visit to Oakdale.
She expressed earnestly the wish to please Albert in all things.
“My darling,” he said, “you can please me always if you will remain in
this sweet mood. Only be happy, and there will be no more clouds.”
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