Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“That is very true, Susie; but we have not yet the conditions for
showing our faith. We shall finally, in the general, concerted action of
the world toward great ends. Our forces now are ‘like sweet bells
jangled.’ Melodies are first created, then harmonies, and lastly, grand
symphonies.”
CHAPTER XXVI.
THE CRISIS.
During all this summer, so fraught with wretchedness for Clara, Susie
was working with untiring energy, extending her arrangements for the
future. As an experiment, she set out, in an unused part of Mrs.
Buzzell’s kitchen-garden, a hundred young shade-trees of new and rare
varieties, among them the broad-leaved, rapidly-growing _Paulonia
imperialis_. She wisely foresaw that the taste for ornamental trees
would increase with the growth of Oakdale and surrounding towns; and
then in her thoughts she often saw Clara, her bright hopes wrecked, and
weary of life, returning to be helped and blessed by the very one who
owed her so much. Then Susie would lose herself in dreams of a vast,
successful business, built up all by their own hands, out of which there
would come health, and work, and interest in life, independent of the
cheating intoxication of love. It was in the midst of reveries like
this, that she received the following letter from Clara, dated at North
Conway, New Hampshire:
“MY DEAR FRIEND: Do you remember what you once told me about the fable
of the lion and the mouse? Oh, child! you are no longer the mouse as
compared to me, for you are strong while I am weak. Your wounds are
healed, but mine will never heal, for in my madness I am always tearing
them open afresh.
“I write you, dear Susie, because there is no one else on earth before
whom I can cast off all pride, except my father, and I would spare him a
little longer at least, because from my last letters he thinks matters
are improving. Judge for yourself. We are still here, though many of the
visitors are gone, because Albert and his friend are perfectly happy,
and I cannot possibly care whether I go or stay. I keep in my room much
of the day, while they ride, or walk, or dance, or play games, all the
day and evening, their bliss only marred by the sight of my thin, pale
face. Do you know the very hardest thing I have to bear is Albert’s
telling me that he has not changed, but loves me just as fondly as ever?
There is something like murder in my heart when he does this, essaying
by argument to show that it cannot be otherwise. Oh, Susie! how well a
woman knows that love needs no logic to prove its existence. Long ago he
reproached me for saying ‘where there is doubt of love, there must be
cause for doubt.’ When love is perfect, we can no more doubt its
existence than we can the presence of the sun at noonday.
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