Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
Dr. Delano found his father very ill, and his few days of absence
lengthened into two weeks. He wrote occasionally to his wife, but every
day brought a letter, or a book or magazine, to Ella, which she never
read, being engaged in a flirtation that demanded too much dressing and
general attention to leave any time for reading. Clara sometimes thought
her husband must be crazy. He knew how fond she was of reading. As a
school-girl, he had constantly sent her magazines and periodicals, with
passages or articles marked which he wished her to notice particularly,
and he had told her afterward that he had loved her even then, and
thought of her as his future wife.
She often watched Ella in her display of feminine wiles, but could not
discover what there was to fascinate men. The subtle mystery escaped all
analysis in that case, as it ever does; but Clara, in her generosity,
believed there must be something beneath the surface-some hidden wealth
of sensibility, perhaps—which women could not discover. If Albert had
only trusted her as a perfect friend, and had not tried in any way to
deceive her when he became absorbed in his passion for Ella, she would
have met him nobly and suffered far less; but her pain had been tenfold
increased by his want of confidence in her sympathy. He did not and
could not understand her, and this discovery of his weakness was a blow
to her self-pride hardly less endurable than his submitting her to the
mortifying position of the neglected wife.
One evening, when he had been gone two weeks, Clara sat in her room
watching the rosy sunset haze on the old mountains, and thinking over
the events of her life. She had just re-read Albert’s last letter. The
words were there, but the soul was lacking. Later in the evening she
recognized Ella’s voice proceeding from a balcony beneath. A gentleman
was with her, and there could be no doubt that Ella was drawing him on
to make the greatest possible fool of himself. Clara heard her own name
mentioned by Ella in no flattering terms. Her companion opposed her
criticism quite generously, considering his position with regard to
Ella. Clara could not sit there without hearing everything, and there
was a temptation to do so, as any one can believe who has ever been
placed in a similar position. She, however, closed her window with a
little noise, and when she opened it again, all was silent. What she had
heard Ella say, was, that Dr. Delano’s marriage was a “veritable
_mésalliance_”—that there could “never be any real sympathy between
them.” Once Clara would have written all her thoughts freely to Albert;
now a seal was on her lips. Whatever she might say of Ella would be
attributed at once to her inability to comprehend Ella’s “childlike”
nature. Oh, it was hard to be forced to brood in silence over thoughts
and feelings that he, of all the world, should share with her.
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