Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“Surely, if there is crime in falseness, you stand accused before all
courts of Love; yet you well know that the greatest crime is robbing me
of the power to respect you. Love has conquered pride and even
self-respect, up to this time, and I have submitted to being made a
spectacle of pity and derision—I, the once adored, once honored Clara,
forced by you to play the rôle of the hoodwinked wife! When married
people desire to live together after they have outlived their illusions,
I think they ought to guard each other’s honor before the world.
“No matter now. I am going to one who never fails me; one who always
loves and caresses me, even when I commit the enormity of daring to
suffer. I shall never meet you again, if I can avoid it. Please have my
wardrobe, household linen, and whatever belongs specially to me, sent to
my father.
“You can get a divorce on the ground of desertion, if you wish to marry.
I am willing, and you need not fear that any one can persuade me into
opposing you. I sincerely wish you a long and happy life with one who
can always be happy, and not brood so much over imaginary troubles as to
prevent her being a mother—whose love will not be a ‘suffocating
warmth,’ but one to please you in every way.
“I thank you for sending the valerian powders. I think they were not
indicated in my case.
“I write with calmness, after many hours of self-examination and cool
reflection as to my best course. Rest assured that I shall not regret
the step that gives you cause for a formal divorce, for you have been
really divorced from me since the time when you took another to your
heart. The letter is very little to me—the spirit everything.
“With kindly feeling,
“CLARA FOREST.”
Every word of this letter cut like a two-edged sword, and at the moment,
Dr. Delano felt that he could give his life to recall his acts for the
last few months. He had never dreamed that there was that in Clara which
would impel her to such a step. Truly she must have suffered, before
bringing herself to give up even the pleasure of ever meeting him again.
He did not accept the letter, however, as a true expression of the Clara
he had known. Of course she would long for his presence as days passed,
and then would be the time for him to write her to return. A little
scandal in a small country place could not injure him materially, but a
scandal in Boston such as would be caused by a wife leaving her husband,
would affect him very seriously—at this time, too, when his father, who
was very fond of Clara, was very feeble. He might do something foolish.
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