Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“I found George. He was greatly surprised to see me, but not glad, I
knew. He walked across the Common with me, and I told him my story, or
some of it; told him I would find work. He took me to a hotel, the
cheapest, as I wished him to, and there left me to another night of
misery. The next evening he called, and there was something of his old
manner, in his words to me. He thought I could not get work, and that I
had better go home. That was dreadful—from him too. The next day, and
for over a week, I tried to get work. I asked the landlord to take me as
a chamber-maid—everything failed, and as I could not pay my board, one
evening, on going to my room, I found my few things at the door, and the
door locked. I knew not what to do, and not caring if I died or lived, I
walked out to the Common and sat down in the cold. While I was there, a
well-dressed girl spoke to me kindly, and asked me why I cried. I told
her in a few words, and she took me home with her, and was very kind to
me. I did not know what kind of a house it was. Old Mrs. Torbit was a
horrid woman, and laughed at me when I wished to work for her. I will
not say what she told me, but I did not listen to her. I was there only
one night and the next day. The second evening, as I was walking down
the stairs, George Storrs came out of the parlor. He looked at me with
horror, and then rushed out of the house. I flew to my room, and
throwing on my shawl and hat, rushed out and followed him, and overtook
him as he was crossing the bridge. I seized his arm in despair, but he
flung me off with reproaches, because I had not gone home as he advised
me. He would not believe I was innocent of bad acts in that house, and
while I was talking to him even, he left me without one word. Then I
knew beyond a doubt that he did not love me. He could be cold and cruel
too. My suffering, my tears, could not affect him, and then I determined
to go out of this terrible world. I stood there on the bridge, saying I
know not what, but loud enough I thought for the whole village to hear
me. O God! how I pitied myself. ‘Poor Annie! Poor Annie!’ I cried many
times, and then I threw myself into the cold river. I remember the icy
chill, the awful strangling, which seemed to last so long, and then a
terrible ringing in my ears, and I thought I was dying without pain. * *
That is all, dear good friends. The rest you know.”
The “dear good friends” then comforted her in every way they knew. Susie
and Clara, with tears, kissed her tenderly, and assured her they would
not fail her.
“Oh! if some good angel had sent me here to you!” said Annie. “If I had
only known anybody could help poor Annie, and feel for her as you do, I
should have been spared so much! See, I am worn to a skeleton, almost,
and when I left home I was not thin at all. Thank God! for the friends
he has sent me.”
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