Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“No,” said Miss Charlotte, decidedly. “She is too selfish to know what
love means; but in her way she is fond of him, and will keep her empire
over him, by her coquetry with other men, principally. You lost your
power over him simply by loving him with too much devotion. He fretted a
good deal at first because you did not return to him. I told him you
would never return, for you had ceased to love him. Upon that he showed
me your letters. He could not bear any one to think him incapable of
doing just what he pleased with you. Those were the first genuine
love-letters I ever saw. I cried over them like a child; and my deeper
esteem for you dates from that time. They showed so unmistakably that
you cared nothing for Albert’s position or wealth. I had not counted on
so high a virtue, and could not understand why he should be so
worshipped for his gracious self alone; though, of course, he is a very
elegant man, and most women find him irresistible.”
Clara was rather silent. She was thinking of Albert’s vanity in showing
her passionate letters, simply to prove his power—to say virtually, “You
see her heart is under my feet.” There was something so indelicate, so
coarse in this, that it almost made her hate the thought of him.
While the ladies lingered over their coffee, Albert was in the library
walking up and down, fuming. He had worked himself into a very
unenviable state. He had not slept well during the night. It was a new
experience to be shut out from this superb woman, who was but a little
while ago so caressingly fond of him, so sensitive to his slightest
attentions. It was a humiliation that he could not endure with
equanimity, and when a little later she entered the library, a scene
occurred impossible to describe. Clara, with the fresh information of
his engagement to Ella, was amazed at the state he was in. In his anger,
he threw off every rag of decent reticence on the subject of his
feelings, and said, without shame, that there was no reason why they
should deny themselves the pleasure of being together, simply because
they were not so ineffably sentimental as they had been. As he spoke, he
was conscious of outraging all Clara’s high sense of refinement, and he
even enjoyed it as a kind of revenge.
“Stop there! Dr. Delano,” she exclaimed, with furious indignation. “You
compel me to despise you utterly. You talk to _me_ of pleasure in what
the soul can have no part. Oh, shame! shame! Until now I have never
known you. Your peers are not honorable and chaste women, but those who
may barter their favors, like merchandise, for wealth or social
position.”
“I am a physician,” he said, “and don’t pretend to understand so much
about soul as you do. I have found that, as a general thing, men are
men, and women are women. The natural functions exist, and demand their
natural play quite independent of any bosh about soul.”
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