Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“You should know that I have passed a terrible ordeal, that left my
heart torn and bleeding; and one like me does not recover rapidly from
such a shock. The first moment my eyes rested upon you, I read, as in an
open book, what my father in other words predicted long ago—that you
were my destiny: that you could waken every possibility of tenderness,
of devotion, of high purpose, of which I am capable; and I knew well
from the first, how strongly you were drawn toward me. Yet had you wooed
me then, as lovers woo, I should have hidden myself from you, if for
nothing else, for the pleasure of torturing myself, so strangely
subversive does the power of love become by the wrongs it may have
suffered! But you did not do this. In no way have you ever offended me,
even in the slightest word, or tone, or motion. In all things you are
adorable in my eyes. Surely _you_ can understand—if not, there is no one
else but me who can—that love may sometimes be too intense, too deep for
any of love’s ordinary expressions. I am only waiting for a saner
moment, a more simple and common impulse; and therefore, when I can, and
as soon as I can, I shall hold out my arms to you.”
When Clara next met Paul, three days after he received this letter, she
was riding over the river with her father and Susie, and met him
returning. Clara’s quick eyes divined, in his, an expression of
triumphant happiness which was entirely new to them. She allowed her
hand to rest longer than usual in his, though in the presence of others.
Both those hands were gloved, but the warmth and magnetism with which
they were charged would have passed through a substance much thicker or
more obdurate than kid. That evening he called on Clara, and found Miss
Delano with her. Miss Delano had just returned from Boston, and, in
speaking of her brother, she said he was almost morose over his
disappointment in not having an heir. “He is the last male member of a
long line,” she said, “and I don’t believe he will ever have children.
To be sure, he has been married to Miss Wills only about a year and a
half.”
“Nature seems to have a spite in such cases,” remarked the count, “when
the family name is represented by only one man. If I were you,
Charlotte, I would marry. You are still young, and a son of yours might
continue the name.” The count offered it as the most natural suggestion
in the world; but as Miss Charlotte was inclined to treat it as a joke,
he appealed to Clara. “I quite approve of it,” said Clara. “Miss Delano
should marry.”
“You think,” replied Charlotte, “that it would teach my brother a
lesson. He has a great contempt for old maids, and,” she added,
laughing, “I believe he would have a poor opinion of any one’s taste who
should choose me for a wife.”
“And then, if the rest should happen!” said Clara, “I confess I am
wicked enough to take a certain delight in the thought. It would be what
papa calls poetic justice.”
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