Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“Let her wait,” he said. “You don’t mind keeping me waiting, I notice;”
and throwing away his cigar, he drew her into his arms and kissed her
rosy lips again and again, holding her like a vise. Susie wished to
remain there forever, though she kept denying him her lips, and hiding
her face on his breast. That was at least one feeling; another was a
strong impulse to run away, but she dared not show this for fear of
displeasing him. When, therefore, Leila came running down the path
bareheaded, her hair streaming out on the wind, it was a relief to
Susie, though an exasperation to Dan.
As time wore on from Sunday to Sunday—for Susie counted time only by the
slow recurrence of these days—she began to be troubled a little about
Dan’s regard for her. To be sure, he always told her he loved her
dearly, and that she was “sweeter than a rose;” but he seemed to talk
less of their future, and his new life out in the world had changed his
manner to her, which was not so respectful as in the olden time. Ah! the
olden time, when Susie had been so ashamed of Jim and his ways, so
impatient of her rude surroundings, until Dan appeared and gladdened all
her life as the sunshine gladdens the little wayside flower. She had
never been troubled about his demonstrations then, and she passed in
retrospection the old days when the boyish lover had scarcely dared to
press her hand. She recalled continually one particular evening when he
had found her alone—the first and last time they had ever been alone for
a whole evening. That was the time when he gave her his first kiss—a
quick little touch on the cheek, not like the burning kisses he insisted
upon now. Where had he learned so much about love-making? He knew little
enough about it then, when, blushing even like herself, he had made her
promise to be his forever, and sealed the betrothal by that indelible
record upon his arm. Clearly there was a change in Dan, but Susie’s
heart refused to recognize it as a vital change. It was, indeed, the
same old drama, played over and over again since the world began—the
woman at home, dependent, busied with her little routine of duties,
cherishing and nursing her one tender romance; the man mixing with the
broader world, yielding to its varied attractions, taking and giving
love, or the mockery of love, wherever he can find it, and so daily
unfitting himself more and more for the rôle in which the home-keeping
woman has cast him. Susie waited and trusted, but life during the week
was very dull; the few acquaintances of her former life attracted her
less and less, and she ceased altogether to visit them. This time
happened to be a season of revivals, and Oakdale received a large influx
of the “spirit.” The twins became “serious,” much to the joy of Mrs.
Forest and—it must be confessed—the disgust of the doctor, who
entertained very phrenological views upon the subject of sudden changes
of nature. But under the influence of this seriousness, Leila, who had
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