Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“Your judgment is misled by your sympathies, Mrs. Buzzell,” said the
banker’s lady. “Do you not see that if unmarried mothers and their
children are to be respected, there is no safety for legal wives and
legitimate children? If society comes to recognize the position of
mistress as respectable, to be a wife will be a very questionable
honor.”
“Well, I sometimes think it is,” said Mrs. Buzzell, turning over in her
mind this new and practical view of the case, and forgetting, in a kind
of dreamy retrospection, that a moment before she had intended to smite
Mrs. Kendrick “hip and thigh.”
“They think we lose our youth when we begin to fade a little,” said Mrs.
Kendrick, “when in fact we are then more sensitive than ever to the
better part of love; and having a baby makes a very baby of a woman in
this respect. Do what we will, though, we cannot keep the very element
in a man’s love without which we don’t care for his love at all; and
children hardly prove the consolation we expect, except, indeed, when
they are babies. When they grow older they go from us, they wound us,
and seem to spend half their lives fighting against our desires. After
all, it is better to keep our thoughts beyond this world. I find,
myself, very little pleasure in it.”
It was very seldom that Mrs. Kendrick gave any expression to the dark
under-current of her life. She passed for a very happy woman, and Mrs.
Forest considered her position every way enviable. Her husband was rich,
as all husbands should be in her opinion, as a duty they owe to society,
and he was never known to be eccentric in anything. Mrs. Forest would
have found him perfect. As a young man he had been enthusiastic, loved
art and poetry, and talked of high purposes in life. He had even written
very fair verses himself, and his wife, before marriage and some time
after, had adored him; but he had in time so changed the diet of his
soul, that whereas it once seemed wholly to feed upon grand aspirations,
and upon the beautiful in all things, it now gorged itself upon bonds
and stocks, and assimilated vast quantities of the nutriment. His
romantic wife became practical too, but she was bitter over the loss of
her illusions, and turned the whole current of her life into social
ambition. She had the finest establishment in the county, and she seemed
to study day and night to show her husband how dependent she was upon
society—how little upon him—for her sum of happiness. For years they had
ceased to wound each other’s vanity, as married people do after the
romance is outlived and the conjugal yoke begins to gall them. It was
not worth the trouble. Society held them up as shining examples of
conjugal felicity. They always spoke of each other before the world in a
tone of reserve, as if the nature of their mutual relations was too
sacred to be questioned or discussed. And yet, with all this outside
homage and interior luxury, with all her fine carriages and horses,
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