"No, she ees not dead. She 'live yet. I can not tell you how I know.
I not know how myself, me. But I know. Somew'ere she wait teel I
come. Un I weel come. I weel come. Den, w'en hees hair ees on my
bridle, I weel be complete satisfy, un I weel work on de ranch steady.
I not care w'at happen den."
Laguerre fell silent. His reminiscent mood passed on to his comrade.
Since leaving the Bend the days had been so crowded that Loudon had had
no time to think of anything save the work in hand. But now the
tension had slackened, the old days came back to Loudon, and he thought
of the girl he had once loved.
He saw her as he used to see her on their rides together along the Lazy
River; he saw her swinging in the hammock on the porch of the Bar S
ranch house; he saw her smiling at him from the doorway of the room in
the Burr house; and he saw her dark eyes with the hurt look in them,
her shaking shoulders when she turned sidewise in the chair and wept,
her blindly swaying figure when she stumbled from the room. All these
things he saw on the screen of his mind.
Apparently she loved him. But was the semblance the reality? It was
all very well for Mrs. Burr to talk about coquettes. Kate Saltoun had
played with him, had led him on to propose, and then at the end had
with contumely and scorn refused him. His sense of injury had so
developed that his brain had come to dwell more on the contumely and
the scorn than it did on the refusal. Mankind is apt to lose sight of
the main issue and to magnify minor events till at last the latter
completely overshadow the former.
"It ain't possible," reasoned Loudon, "to care for a girl that called
yuh a ignorant puncher. Some day she might get mad an' call yuh that
again, an' then where'd yuh be? Wouldn't yuh look nice with a wife
that knowed she was better'n you an' told yuh so whenever she felt like
it?"
"Well, ain't she better'n you?" queried the honest voice of Inner
Consciousness.
"She's lots better," admitted Innate Stubbornness. "But she wants to
keep still about it."
"An' she's shore a razzle-dazzler in looks, ain't she?" persisted Inner
Consciousness. "An' her ways have changed a lot. An' she acts like
she likes yuh. Lately yuh been kind o' missin' her some yoreself,
ain't yuh? Ain't yuh, huh? Be kind o' nice to have her round right
along, wouldn't it? Shore it would. Which bein' so, don't yuh guess
Mis' Burr knows what she's talkin' about? Why can't yuh have sense an'
take the lady's advice?"
"I won't be drove," insisted Innate Stubbornness. "I won't be drove,
an' that's whatever."
Inner Consciousness immediately curled up and went to sleep. It had
recognized the futility of arguing with Innate Stubbornness. Loudon
wondered why he could no longer think connectedly. He gave up trying.
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