"Yore cut hand, an' yore knowin' that I'd be at the Cross-in-a-box, an'
the way it was done an' all, makes it certain. Yuh gave me my hoss
back. An' yuh paid Rudd to get him for yuh. Ranger was at the 88 all
right. An' yuh couldn't 'a' got hold o' him 'cept through somebody
like Rudd. No wonder yuh stuck by Rudd! It was the only thing yuh
could do, 'specially when he'd saved yore life, too."
"He didn't save my life. I thought if I told you that he had, you
might let him go. I lied. I'd have told any number of lies to save
him. He was a horse thief, and he and Marvin tried to prove you a
rustler, but he trusted me. You wouldn't take my word when I asked you
to, but Rudd did when he brought me Ranger and I didn't have the full
amount I'd promised him. I told him that I'd bring the money three
days later in the draw where the sumac bushes grow, and he believed me
and he led Ranger all the way to that lonesome spruce grove on Cow
Creek where I wanted to keep the horse till I could return him to you.
After that I couldn't desert Rudd. I couldn't have lived with myself
if I had."
"I know. I should 'a' took yore word, but--well, anyhow, I should 'a'
took it an' let it go at that. I owe everythin' to yuh. Yuh took care
o' me in Paradise Bend. Yuh worked for me, an' it was yore doin' that,
that made findin' Scotty's hosses almost a cinch. Yuh went an' got
Hockling an' Red when the deputies jumped us over near Pack-saddle.
"Yuh done it all, you did, an' I'm here to tell yuh I'm a dog, an' I
ain't fit to saddle yore hoss. I can't thank yuh. Thanks don't mean
nothin' 'side o' what yuh done for me. But--but how much besides the
sixty did yuh pay Rudd? I can settle that, anyhow."
"It doesn't matter in the least," said Kate, her eyes still on the
floor.
"It does matter. It matters a lot. I've got to know. I can't----"
"Listen," interrupted Kate, flinging up her head and meeting his gaze
squarely, "I'm going to tell you something. Once upon a time you told
me you loved me. I treated you very badly. Later I was sorry, and I
did everything in my power to make amends. I even told you I loved
you. I loved you with all my heart and soul and body. I could have
made you happy as no other woman on earth could have made you happy.
Well, that's over. I've learned my lesson."
"Kate! Kate! I do love yuh--I do! I do!"
Loudon's hat was under his feet. His long body was trembling.
"You do, do you?" said Kate, her voice icy. "Then perhaps I can make
you suffer as you made me suffer. I don't believe I can, but I'll try.
I don't love you! Do you understand? I don't love you!"
"Then--then why did yuh go to the Judge? Why did yuh get my hoss?
Why----"
"Why? Because I wanted you, if such a thing were possible, to go
through life in my debt. You won't forget me now. And I'm glad--glad!"
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