"I always mean everything I say, Arty. Can't you see the uselessness
of telling her now? She has gone all these years with the belief that
I am a thief. A thief, Arty, I, who never stole anything save a
farmer's apples. They would have called you a defaulter; that's
because you had access to the safe, whereas I had none." Arthur
winced. "I don't propose to disillusion the mother. I am strong
enough to go away without seeing her; and God knows how my heart
yearns, and my ears and eyes and arms."
Warrington reached mechanically for the portrait in the silver frame,
but Arthur stayed his hand.
"No, Paul; that is mine."
Warrington dropped his hand, puzzled. "I was not going to destroy it,"
ironically.
"No; but in a sense you have destroyed me. Compensation. What
trifling thought most of us give that word! The law of compensation.
For ten years Elsa has been the flower o' the corn for me. She almost
loved me. And one day she sees you; and in that one day all that I had
gained was lost, and all that you had lost was gained. The law of
compensation. Sometimes we escape retribution, but never the law of
compensation. Some months ago she wrote me a letter. She was always
direct. It was a just letter."
A pause. Arthur gazed steadily at the portrait, while Warrington
twisted his yellow beard.
"The ways of mothers are mysterious," said the latter, finally. He
wondered if Arthur would confess to the blacker deed, or have it forced
from him. He would wait and see. "The father and the mother weren't
happy. Money. There's the wedge. It's in every life somewhere. A
marriage of convenience is an unwise thing. When we were born the
mother turned to us. Up to the time we were six or seven there was no
distinction in her love for us. But on the day the father set his
choice upon me, she set hers upon you. You'll never know how I
suffered as a boy, when I saw the distance growing wider and wider with
the years. Perhaps the father understood, for he was always kind and
gentle to me. I expect to return to China shortly. The Andes has
taken me back. Sounds like a fairy-tale; eh? I shall never return
here. But did you know who Elsa Chetwood was?"
"Not until that letter came."
Neither of them heard the faint gasp which came from behind the
portieres dividing the study and the living-room. The gasp had
followed the invisible knife-thrusts of these confidences. The woman
behind those portieres swayed and caught blindly at the jamb. With
cruel vividness she saw in this terrible moment all that to which she
had never given more than a passing thought. No reproaches; only a
simple declaration of what had burned in this boy's heart. And she had
almost forgotten this son. A species of paralysis laid hold of her,
leaving her for the time incapable of movement.
She heard the deep voice of this other son say:
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