When her father died, Elsa became as much at home in the Ellison house
as in her own. But never, never anywhere in the house, was there
indication of the existence of a brother, so like Arthur that under
normal conditions it would have been difficult to tell them apart.
Even when she used to go up to the garret with Mrs. Ellison, to aid her
in rummaging some old trunk, there came to light none of those trifling
knickknacks which any mother would have secretly clung to, no matter to
what depth her flesh and blood had fallen. Never had she seen among
the usual amateur photographs one presenting two boys. Once she had
come across a photograph of a smooth-faced youth who was in the act of
squinting along the top of an engineer's tripod. Arthur had laughingly
taken it away from her, saying that it represented him when he had had
ambitions to build bridges.
To build bridges. The phrase awoke something in Elsa's mind. Bridges.
She sat up in bed, mentally keen for the first time since dinner. "I
have built bridges in my time over which trains are passing at this
moment. I have fought torrents, and floods, and hurricanes, and
myself."
He was Paul Ellison, son and brother, and they had blotted him out of
their lives by destroying all physical signs of him. There was
something inhuman in the deliberateness of it, something unforgivable.
They had made no foolish attempt to live under an assumed name. They
had come from New York to the little valley in order to leave behind
the scene of their disgrace and all those who had known them. And they
had been extremely fortunate. They were all gently born, Elsa's
friends and acquaintances, above ordinary inquisitiveness, and they had
respected the aloofness of the Ellisons. Arthur was an inveterate
traveler. Half the year found him in Europe, painting a little,
writing a little less, frequenting the lesser known villages in France
and Italy. He let it be understood that he abhorred cities. In the
ten years they had appeared at less than a dozen social affairs.
Arthur did not care for horses, for hunting, for sports of any kind.
And yet he was sturdy, clear-eyed, fresh-skinned. He walked always; he
was forever tramping off to the pine-hooded hills, with his
painting-kit over his shoulders and his camp-stool under his arm.
Later, Elsa began to understand that he was a true scholar, not merely
an educated man. He was besides a linguist of amazing facility, a
pianist who invariably preferred as his audience his own two ears.
Arthur would have been a great dramatist or a great poet, if . . . If
what? If what? Ah, that had been the crux of it all, of her doubt, of
her hesitance. If he had fought for prizes coveted by mankind, if he
had thrown aside his dreams and gone into the turmoil, if he had taken
up a man's burden and carried it to success. Elsa, daughter of a man
who had fought in the great arena from his youth to his death, Elsa was
not meant for the wife of a dreamer.
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