Courtship -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
In the errand in relation to the costumes, the young people found
themselves unexpectedly delayed; so that the short October twilight was
already falling when they drove out of Samoset. By the time Wilk's Run
was reached, it was so dark, that, in the shadow of the carriage-top,
their faces were not visible to each other. As the gloom deepened, the
courage of the young man increased; and when at length he could not
see the eyes of his companion, he was able to speak the words which
had all the afternoon been jostling each other in eagerness to obtain
utterance. Unabashed with all others, Clarence found in Patty's clear
glances a penetration against the embarrassment of which he strove in
vain; but, that removed, he spoke.
"It may seem strange for me to say it," he began; "but I've quite made
up my mind that we should get along nicely together."
"Have you?" she returned, laughing, but secretly uneasy. "We have never
quarrelled, that I remember."
"Oh, no!" he answered, "of course not. I hope you don't think so meanly
of me as to believe I'd quarrel with you."
"No," she said, smiling to herself; "but I might have quarrelled with
you."
"I didn't mean that," said he. "But we get on so nicely together, that,
I say, why shouldn't we be always together, you know?"
He could hardly have chosen a more unfortunate phrase in which to
couch his proposal. There came over his companion a sickening sense of
what it would be to live always with the man at her side. He attempted
to embrace her with the arm not occupied with the reins; but she
shrank back into the farthest corner of the carriage, filled with the
bitterest self-contempt because she listened to him. This self-reproach
was his salvation. The sense of her own weakness in letting him
declare his passion, and of her dishonesty in keeping a silence which
he might interpret favorably, so overwhelmed her with detestation for
herself, that by contrast she for the moment almost regarded Clarence
as an injured angel of honesty and devotion. From this odd mingling
of feelings arose a sort of pity for her suitor; and, although she
answered nothing, she suffered him to say on.
"I love you," he continued, "and I should be a fool if I didn't know
that I have something to offer the girl who marries me."
"If I ever married," Patty answered in a constrained voice, "I
shouldn't marry for what a man could give me."
"If that is true," she added to herself, "why am I listening to him at
all? Oh, what a hypocrite I am!"
"Of course not," Toxteth said, answering the remark he heard. "But a
man is no worse for having a few dollars, is he?"
"I suppose not."
"Then, why do you not say that you will marry me?" he demanded almost
petulantly.
"I was not aware that you had asked me."
"I have, then. Will you?"
"I cannot tell," she said. "I cannot tell. Don't ask me to say more
now."
"I must say," he retorted, rather offended, "that I can't be very much
flattered by the way you talk."
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