Paul Gosslett's Confessions in Love, Law, and The Civil ServiceLever, Charles
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Paul Gosslett's Confessions in Love, Law, and The Civil Service
Lever, Charles
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Days would often pass now without Mrs. Dacre permitting me to visit her,
and then Virginie significantly hinted that she was right in this,--that
it was for my good as well as her own, and so on. I mourned over my
banishment and bewailed it bitterly. “One would think, sir, you forget
my mistress was married,” said Virginie to me one day; and I protest it
was no more than the truth. I had completely, utterly forgotten it; and
the stern fact thus abruptly announced almost felled me to the earth.
Mrs. Dacre had promised to take a drive with me as soon as she felt
able to bear the motion of a carriage; but though I often recalled the
pledge, she found excuses of one kind or other to defer performance, and
as I now rarely saw her, she would write me a line, sometimes two lines,
on a scrap of paper, which Virginie would lay open on my table and
generally shake her head very meaningly as I read it.
If Mrs. Dacre's notes were very brief, they were not less
enigmatical,--she was the strangest writer that ever put pen to paper.
Thus, to give an instance: the ice application she always referred to
as “my coldness,” and she would say, “How long is your coldness to
continue? have I not had enough of it yet? This coldness is becoming
tiresome, and if it be continued, how am I to go out with you?” In
another note, referring to our intended drive, she says, “If it is a
question of running away, I must have a word to say first; for though
I believe you have no fears on that score, I am not so courageous.”
Virginie had been telling stories about my ponies; they were frisky,
it is true, and it was thus her mistress alluded to them. Some
disparagement of me as a whip provoked this remark from her: “As the
time draws nearer, I ask myself, Shall I trust myself to your guidance?
Who can say what may come of it?”
At last came this one line: “I have summoned up all my courage, and I
will go with you this evening. Come up at eight, and I will be ready.”
I ought to have mentioned before this that for nigh three weeks a
vulgar-looking man, middle-aged and robust, had come to take the waters;
and though he only spoke a few words of bad French, being English, had
continued to put himself on terms of intimacy with all the subordinates
of the household, and was constantly seen laughing with the boatmen and
trying to converse with the gardeners.
Deechworth had conceived suspicion about him from the first; he
connected him with the law proceedings that the company had instituted
against me, and warned me to be cautious of the man. His opinion was
that he belonged to the “Force.” “I know it, sir,” said he, “by his walk
and his laugh.” The detectives, according to Deechworth, have a laugh
quite peculiar to themselves; it never takes them off what they are
saying or thinking about In fact, it is like the bassoon in a band; it
serves just to mark the time while the air is being played by the other
instruments.
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