His words for the moment alarmed me, for, acting on old Gadley's
advice, I had persuaded my mother to put all her small capital into Mr.
Stillwood's hands for re-investment, a transaction that had resulted in
substantial increase of our small income. But, looking into his smiling
eyes, my momentary fear vanished.
Laughing, he laid his hand upon my shoulder. “One person always be
suspicious of, Kelver--yourself. Nobody can do you so much harm as
yourself.”
Of Washburn we saw more and more. “Hal” we both called him now, for
removing with his gentle, masterful hands my mother's shyness from about
her, he had established himself almost as one of the family, my mother
regarding him as she might some absurdly bearded boy entrusted to her
care without his knowing it, I looking up to him as to some wonderful
elder brother.
“You rest me, Mrs. Kelver,” he would say, lighting his pipe and sinking
down into the deep leathern chair that always waited for him in our
parlour. “Your even voice, your soft eyes, your quiet hands, they soothe
me.”
“It is good for a man,” he would say, looking from one to the other of
us through the hanging smoke, “to test his wisdom by two things:
the face of a good woman, and the ear of a child--I beg your pardon,
Paul--of a young man. A good woman's face is the white sunlight. Under
the gas-lamps who shall tell diamond from paste? Bring it into the
sunlight: does it stand that test? Then it is good. And the children!
they are the waiting earth on which we fling our store. Is it chaff and
dust or living seed? Wait and watch. I shower my thoughts over our Paul,
Mrs. Kelver. They seem to me brilliant, deep, original. The young beggar
swallows them, forgets them. They were rubbish. Then I say something
that dwells with him, that grows. Ah, that was alive, that was a seed.
The waiting earth, it can make use only of what is true.”
“You should marry, Hal,” my mother would say. It was her panacea for all
mankind.
“I would, Mrs. Kelver,” he answered her on one occasion, “I would
to-morrow if I could marry half a dozen women. I should make an ideal
husband for half a dozen wives. One I should neglect for five days, and
be a burden to upon the sixth.”
From any other than Hal my mother would have taken such a remark, made
even in jest, as an insult to her sex. But Hal's smile was a coating
that could sugar any pill.
“I am not one man, Mrs. Kelver, I am half a dozen. If I were to marry
one wife she would be married to six husbands. It is too many for any
woman to manage.”
“Have you never fallen in love?” asked my mother.
“Three of me have, but on each occasion the other five of me out-voted
him.”
“You're sure six would be sufficient?” queried my mother, smiling.
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