“You might not have expected that to grieve me,” said Dan, with a smile,
“but, as a matter of fact, it was a severe blow to me. At Cambridge I
discovered that I was by temperament a scholar. The reason why at school
I took no interest in learning was because learning was, of set purpose,
made as uninteresting as possible. Like a Cook's tourist party through a
picture gallery, we were rushed through education; the object being not
that we should see and understand, but that we should be able to say
that we had done it. At college I chose my own subjects, studied them
in my own way. I fed on knowledge, was not stuffed with it like a
Strassburg goose.”
Returning to London, he had taken a situation in a bank, the chairman of
which had been an old friend of his father. The advantage was that while
earning a small income he had time to continue his studies; but the
deadly monotony of the work had appalled him, and upon the death of his
mother he had shaken the cloying dust of the City from his brain and
joined a small “fit-up” theatrical company. On the stage he had remained
for another eighteen months; had played all roles, from “Romeo” to “Paul
Pry,” had helped to paint the scenery, had assisted in the bill-posting.
The latter, so he told me, he had found one of the most difficult of
accomplishments, the paste-laden poster having an innate tendency to
recoil upon the amateur's own head, and to stick there. Wearying of the
stage proper, he had joined a circus company, had been “Signor Ricardo,
the daring bare-back rider,” also one of the “Brothers Roscius in their
marvellous trapeze act;” inclining again towards respectability, had
been a waiter for three months at Ostend; from that, a footman.
“One never knows,” remarked Dan. “I may come to be a society novelist;
if so, inside knowledge of the aristocracy will give me decided
advantage over the majority of my competitors.”
Other callings he had sampled: had tramped through Ireland with a
fiddle; through Scotland with a lecture on Palestine, assisted by
dissolving views; had been a billiard-marker; next a schoolmaster. For
the last three months he had been a journalist, dramatic and musical
critic to a Sunday newspaper. Often had I dreamt of such a position for
myself.
“How did you obtain it?” I asked.
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