“All?” queried the red-haired man from his easy-chair. We looked round.
The lady of the skirt had entered, now her own proper self: a young girl
of about fifteen, angular, awkward-looking, but bringing into the room
with her that atmosphere of life, of hope, that is the eternal message
of youth. She was not beautiful, not then--plain one might almost have
called her but for her frank, grey eyes, her mass of dark-brown hair
now gathered into a long thick plait. A light came into old Deleglise's
eyes.
“You are right, not all,” he murmured to the red-haired man.
She came forward shyly. I found it difficult to recognise in her the
flaming Fury that a few minutes before had sprung at me from the billows
of her torn blue skirt. She shook hands with the red-haired man and
kissed her father.
“My daughter,” said old Deleglise, introducing me to her. “Mr. Paul
Kelver, a literary gent.”
“Mr. Kelver and I have met already,” she explained. “He has been waiting
for you here in the studio.”
“And have you been entertaining him?” asked Deleglise. “Oh, yes,
I entertained him,” she replied. Her voice was singularly like her
father's, with just the same suggestion of ever a laugh behind it.
“We entertained each other,” I said.
“That's all right,” said old Deleglise. “Stop and lunch with us. We will
make ourselves a curry.”
CHAPTER VI.
OF THE GLORY AND GOODNESS AND THE EVIL THAT GO TO THE MAKING OF LOVE.
During my time of struggle I had avoided all communication with old
Hasluck. He was not a man to sympathise with feelings he did not
understand. With boisterous good humour he would have insisted upon
helping me. Why I preferred half starving with Lott and Co. to selling
my labour for a fair wage to good-natured old Hasluck, merely because
I knew him, I cannot explain. Though the profits may not have been so
large, Lott and Co.'s dealings were not one whit more honest: I do not
believe it was that which decided me. Nor do I think it was because he
was Barbara's father. I never connected him, nor that good old soul,
his vulgar, homely wife, in any way with Barbara. To me she was a being
apart from all the world. Her true Parents! I should have sought them
rather amid the sacred groves of vanished lands, within the sky-domed
shrines of banished gods. There are instincts in us not easily
analysed, not to be explained by reason. I have always preferred the
finding--sometimes the losing--of my way according to the map, to the
surer and simpler method of vocal enquiry; working out a complicated
journey, and running the risk of never arriving at my destination,
by aid of a Continental Bradshaw, to putting myself into the hands
of courteous officials maintained and paid to assist the perplexed
traveller. Possibly a far-off progenitor of mine may have been some
morose “rogue” savage with untribal inclinations, living in his
cave apart, fashioning his own stone hammer, shaping his own flint
arrow-heads, shunning the merry war-dance, preferring to caper by
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