Soon I learnt it was characteristic of the artist to be willing--nay,
anxious, to confide his private affairs to any one and every one who
would only listen. Another characteristic appeared to be determination
not to listen to anybody else's. As attentive recipient of other
people's troubles and emotions I was subjected to practically no
competition whatever. One gentleman, a leading actor of that day, I
remember, immediately took me aside on my being introduced to him, and
consulted me as to his best course of procedure under the extremely
painful conditions that had lately arisen between himself and his wife.
We discussed the unfortunate position at some length, and I did my best
to counsel fairly and impartially.
“I wish you would lunch with me at White's to-morrow,” he said. “We can
talk it over quietly. Say half-past one. By the bye, I didn't catch your
name.”
I spelt it to him: he wrote the appointment down on his shirt-cuff. I
went to White's the next day and waited an hour, but he did not turn
up. I met him three weeks later at a garden-party with his wife. But he
appeared to have forgotten me.
Observing old Deleglise's guests, comparing them with their names, it
surprised me the disconnection between the worker and the work. Writers
of noble sentiment, of elevated ideality, I found contained in men of
commonplace appearance, of gross appetites, of conventional ideas.
It seemed doubtful whether they fully comprehended their own work;
certainly it had no effect upon their own lives. On the other hand, an
innocent, boyish young man, who lived the most correct of lives with
a girlish-looking wife in an ivy-covered cottage near Barnes Common,
I discovered to be the writer of decadent stories at which the Empress
Theodora might have blushed. The men whose names were widest known were
not the men who shone the brightest in Deleglise's kitchen; more
often they appeared the dull dogs, listening enviously, or failing
pathetically when they tried to compete with others who to the public
were comparatively unknown. After a time I ceased to confound the artist
with the man, thought no more of judging the one by the other than of
evolving a tenant from the house to which circumstances or carelessness
might have directed him. Clearly they were two creations originally
independent of each other, settling down into a working partnership
for purposes merely of mutual accommodation; the spirit evidently
indifferent as to the particular body into which he crept, anxious only
for a place to work in, easily contented.
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