So there came a morning when we said good-bye. Before Dan returned from
the office I should be gone. They had been pleasant months that we had
spent together in these pretty rooms. Though my life was calling to
me full of hope, I felt the pain of leaving them. Two years is a long
period in a young man's life, when the sap is running swiftly. My
affections had already taken root there. The green leaves in summer, in
winter the bare branches of the square, the sparrows that chirped about
the window-sills, the quiet peace of the great house, Dan, kindly old
Deleglise: around them my fibres clung, closer than I had known. The
Lady of the train: she managed it now less clumsily. Her hands and
feet had grown smaller, her elbows rounder. I found myself smiling as
I thought of her--one always did smile when one thought of Norah,
everybody did;--of her tomboy ways, her ringing laugh--there were those
who termed it noisy; her irrepressible frankness--there were times when
it was inconvenient. Would she ever become lady-like, sedate, proper?
One doubted it. I tried to picture her a wife, the mistress of a house.
I found the smile deepening round my mouth. What a jolly wife she would
make! I could see her bustling, full of importance; flying into tempers,
lasting possibly for thirty seconds; then calling herself names, saving
all argument by undertaking her own scolding, and doing it well. I
followed her to motherhood. What a joke it would be! What would she do
with them? She would just let them do what they liked with her. She and
they would be a parcel of children together, she the most excited of
them all. No; on second thoughts I could detect in her a strong vein of
common sense. They would have to mind their p's and q's. I could see her
romping with them, helping them to tear their clothes; but likewise I
could see her flying after them, bringing back an armful struggling,
bathing it, physicking it. Perhaps she would grow stout, grow grey; but
she would still laugh more often than sigh, speak her mind, be quick,
good-tempered Norah to the end. Her character precluded all hope of
surprise. That, as I told myself, was its defect. About her were none of
those glorious possibilities that make of some girls charming mysteries.
A woman, said I to myself, should be a wondrous jewel, hiding unknown
lights and shadows. You, my dear Norah--I spoke my thoughts aloud, as
had become a habit with me: those who live much alone fall into this
way--you are merely a crystal, not shallow--no, I should not call you
shallow by any mans, but transparent.
What would he be, her lover? Some plain, matter-of-fact, business-like
young fellow, a good player of cricket and football, fond of his dinner.
What a very uninteresting affair the love-making would be! If she liked
him--well, she would probably tell him so; if she didn't, he would know
it in five minutes.
As for inducing her to change her mind, wooing her, cajoling her--I
heard myself laughing at the idea.
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